3 weeks later
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As the weeks went by, things got tense and everybody walked on eggshells around Ry..,,
Ryker's health was deteriating....one moment he was fine and then the next he would black out.
It got really bad
Grayson was mad because he wanted me to himself and I wanted us to be there for his family...
To me he was acting like spoiled brat he accused Ryker off.
Ryker ended up in hospital more often than not, he had a few good days then he would down and in pain the next.
Grayson witnessed this for the first time since I've told him, he didn't believe me...Ryker always wanted me to be around him....holding my hands which pissed Grayson off even more.
One night he got so mad at his parents and they got into an argument and he told them that we were together and have been for a few months already and inlove for few years.
Which sparked an even more intense argument...
He stormed out and left fhe house....a few hour ago.
Things settled down and Ryker was having a good day being jolly, loving and very touchy...
He started getting weird and his parents called the doctor, who came over emediately after they explained his symptoms...
The doctor said there is nothing they can do for him anymore, and they should prepare for anything.
Ryker wanted to speak to everyone alone....first his mother, then his father, and eventually me....we tried getting ahold of Gray but nothing....
I went inside Ry wanted me to sit beside him on the bed and I did, he asked forgiveness and apologised profusely...
I told him I was inlove with Grayson and he said he knew and gave us his blessing.
We cried mostly me....he hugged me so tightly...when i pulled back he kissed me his hands grabbing my head and holding on, I thought I heard the door but I was so shocked,,,,then pulled away looking at me with so much love in his eyes and then finally saying goodbye. We heard the door and looked but it was closed, probably his parents.
The next morning I heard his mother inside his room crying and I knew he passed...
I cried but my phone buzzed and i saw a msg from an unknown numner but i recognized the address his old place he had with his biker brothers....to come get Grayson and that he got drunk.
Something had me feeling off about this
A few minutes later I stopped infront of his house got out and greeted my girls we went in ans saw the remaining remanants of a wild party, they must have had the night before...while his brother breathed his last he was here getting drunk....
Jen and Jayde was familiar with this, both their husbands is apart of it...
They moved along infront of me and when I finaly came to the door and wanted to enter Jayde blocked me...looking at her "let me pass"I whispered..the look in her eyes
"What the actual fuck , you motherfucking lying cheating motherfucker"i heard Jen scream...
Grayson jumped out of bed in his underwear and started gettin dressed.......no...no no no just no
"Baby let me explain, please"
A tall blonde women with huge boobs in his bed.......no no no
She got up and went to the bathroom....not even trying to hide her nakeness...but I felt like I've seen her before...but
I was too stunned...looking at him...I turned and left.
"Lilly, wait.....Lilly.....baby wait..,," I heard him behind us still getting dress but bearfoot...
When I got outside I went to my car fumbling with my keys amd it fell a few times, tears blinding me...
"Lilly please let me explain please baby"
He ran behind my car down the road
I left without looking back straight home to pack a bag and head to my moms cabin...no one knows the location...she left it to me when she passed on...
My girls got me so I do not need to worry about the shop or my house....
When I stopped for gas I let both Jen and Jayde know what my plans were .....then messaged Mrs Hart to let me know about the funeral...and I switched off my fone...
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3weeks later
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On my way to Ryker's funeral but first meeting with my bakery people amd then my house to get dressed.
"Anybody home" I yell upon entering the bakery...and familiar faces comes rushing out, all surrounding me with a huge hug...which i relish in...
We catch up and in walks my girls I grab both of them and squeeze..."I've missed you guys so much, how are the two of you...how is my lil niece doing"I say rubbing Jayde's small pouch...."feelings mutual babe, come on you need to get dressed" Jen says and tugs my arm .
We leave and head to my house while catching up and I get my things done and make our way to the funeral...
Making our way to the church,,,taking a deep breath I enter behind them ....and finding a seat....
I can feel his eyes on me....
I cannot look at him now
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