Finding My Happiness

Four-Lilly Fairchild

1 month later
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The building is finally in my name...I have my equipment sorted atleast most of them amd ingredients has been ordered....I need staff....and a.s.a.p.
Jen & Jayde is here helping today...

Both of my best friends decided to hand in their letters of resignation right along beside me and become my partners...
Jen 25%, Jayde 25% and myself 50%...their husbands backed them one hundred percent...
Jen's husband Tom and Jayde's husband Dan has been bestfriends with Grayson since they were teens...

I hear the doorbell so spin around to say the we are still closed but it's Grayson...and he looks so perfect in his blue jeans that hugs those masculine thighs....and his  white tshirt fits his hard chest so good and those biceps...damn....sighing out loud....

"Lil...what is that" he says..."what" I say...."on your chin baby...oh wait it's just drool from ogling this fine speciment"
He barks a laugh so loud and it send tingles to my lady bits...

"Ha ha ha Gray" I turn back to the counter but he comes up behind me and hugs me burrying his nose in my neck...breathing me in..."I've missed you baby" he whispers

Before answering him in comes Jen and Jayde..."hey Grayson" they say in unison..,,"hey ladies" he answers...

"Anything still needs to be done" he looks at me ..."uhm a few plugs in the kitchen that needs to be checked" I tell him.
He walks off and I stare at his fine ass....damn

"Damn Girl....reel it in " Jayde says as she giggles..."honey you and that chunka hunk has it bad....sort it out suga before yall combust" Jen all but laughs out....and we join her.

We get back to work and finish off what we had to today then lock up and head home..

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Two hours later I'm in bed reading a romance novella...I've showered and put on an old blue tshirt of Gray he left here, oh who am I kidding I just kept it and never returned it...

In walks Gray taking off his boots, he get's on my bed on his side dacing me with his head resting on his one hand...
"What are you doing "he asks me "reading a book Gray...as you can see" i say without looking at him...
"I need your attention" he whispers but falls to his back closing those grey eyes and drifting off...

He looks so gorgeous....his hair fanned out , eyes closed...
Running my fingers through his hair....slowly till his breathing steadies out and I know he fell asleep...
I can look at him wholeday everyday....

But these feelings I have it messes with me...how am I gonna stop it....

Touching his face with my fingers ever so gently...

"If only you knew how much you own this broken heart,
If only you knew how much it craves you....." I whisper to him...as he sleeps away...I move closer to his ears and whisper "I love you Grayson Hart" and then kiss his temple and fall asleep....

Waking up to the smell of pancakes and coffee...turning my head I notice that I'm on the side that Gray fell asleep on...
I get up go to the bathroom...taking a hot shower then getting dressed in one of his shirts again amd some yoga pants, leaving my hair all natural, in curls...padding barefoot across the room making my way to the kitchen and coming to a holt....

Gray is infront of the stove flipping pancakes...humming some tune...fully clothed but barefeet...
Damn my heart skips a beat...butterflies in my stomach...

Without realising what I'm about to do, I am behind him and my arms wraps around his waist..,my nose goes into his back and i breathe him in...the same moment his breath hitches...he stiffens a split second but relaxes into me...

Dropping everything and switching off the stove he turns in my arms and looks down at me..."Morning" he whispers his head slowly inches closer to mine... looking so handsome with his hair hanging loose around his face..."Morning" I whisper back and then i lift on my tippy toes to meet his lips..."ding dong" the door bell interupts us but the voice that follows breaks us apart ...."Lilly" Ryker calls from the fromt porch...
We stare at each other then I turn to open the door for Ryker.

"Morning beautiful" Ryker smiles with his beautiful smile and pearly whites...dirty blonde hair tousled by running his fingers through them, dressed in black suit...

"Morning Ryker, what are you doing here, aren't you suppose to be at the office today"......"yes but I wanted to take you for breakfast"..he says smiling..."I'm sorry Ryker but....."
"She's having breakfast with me" Gray interupts me and coming to stand right behind me...

"That's cool...maybe we can do lunch or dinner then" Ryker says not seeming a little bit let down by Gray....

"How bout lunch then"..I say to him and he agrees"yes at the place our normal place...at 1:30 ...I'll see you then beautiful he says and kisses my forehead then his off, gettig in his car an speeding off...we go back inside closing the door walk straight to the kitchen.

I take my seat and start eating...what he piled on my plate and hands me coffee while taking his seat next to me...

I sip it and moan....so good "thank you Gray" I kiss his cheek..
And he laughs..and finnish our pancakes...but before we get up from the table...

""Why" he says ....

I turn my head looking at him but his staring  at his coffee
Not making eye contact..then he gets up and walks off to the living room...to sit on the couch.

I get up and follow him