Later that evening....after a hot shower....I got out my black sleeping shorts with small pink dots on and it's tank top to match...
I ordered pizza for us and took out some bottled water....
Jen finally came over and we just chilled on the sofa infront of the tv...
I needed this, Jayde went to her inlaws....so she had to pass..
But we had her on 3way speaker phone at the moment.
"Babe how did your talk go with Grayson" Jen says....
"I got to tell him how i felt, how he made feel.
I did not think i would be able to confront him, being that i shy away from any confrontations..."
"Honey, understand me right now, I am not saying take him back....but one thing that is clear as daylight is his love for you....that much is evident....and......and that man is in so much fucking pain, which by the way serves him right by the way.....#justsayin" she finishes swinging her index finger in the air.
"Yeah sweety...you gotta do what is best for you....we got your back no matter what decision you make, just make a clear headed decision....and not based on what you think we think or what people think...so just do you boo" Jayde say's over the phone....
"I love you girls, you know that right...."
'I love you 2 heffas too" Jen says while taking a bite of her pizza"
"Me too sweeties" Jayde shouts over the phone
"Jayde did you make a doctors appointment yet...did you tell his folks yet"
"Yeah we had one today...its's official.....yall are gonna be aunties......" she shouts over the phone and both Jen I whoop hands in the air doing a happy dance....
"Congrats hun and to Daniel to and ofcourse Jen and Tom, i am so happy for you..."
"Thank you honey."...they say in unison...
"Well I gotta bounce, I'll speak to yall tomorow, night gals" Jayde says amd she ends the call.
The next morning afrer Jen left to go home, I clean my house and finally shower and get dressed in a long black sleeveless cotton dress, small little flower prints on, my hair loose in curls just pass my shoulder blades. Padding barefoot to the kitchen to make my grocery list when there's knock on my door...
Opening the door to Grayson standing there in a his biker boots, blue jeans which molds to his thick thighs...his big buckled belt, white tshirt that clings to his muscular hard chest and those big biceps....his brown hair loose around his face and ends just on top of his shoulders and stuble covering his hansome face.
"Morning" he says putting his hands into the front pockets of his jeans. Looking so handsome and unsure...
"Morming Grayson, come inside" i smile and move aside for him to enter.
"Have you eaten yet"
"Yes thank you"
"I was just making my list and then I'm on my way to the store, do wanna go with me?"
"Ofcourse, can we take my truck"
"Yip no problem let me just put on some sandles and grab my purse and we can go"
"O God" remembering that I had to tell him...looking into his handsome rugged face....
"What baby"he askes me and moves right infront of me
"I have to tell you something Grayson"
I grab his hand and move to the sofa telling him to sit down.
I sit next to him and look at him giving him a smile.
He grabs my hand and holds tight. "Baby what is it"
"I think I'm pregnant...." i whisper all kinds of thought running through my head....
"Are you sure baby" he says smiling....eyes shining brightly.
"I was gonna get a test when i went to the store"
"Then let's go" he says getting up and tugging at my hand...
An hour later we're sitting in my bedroom waiting....
We got home amd i took it immediately...
Finally my phone alarm buzzes signaling time is up and i fetch the test in the bathroom....
Two pink lines...clear as light infront of my eyes....
I'm having a baby with the man of my dreams, my heart is happy at this moment forgetting all the drama.
Walking out of the bathroom he looks up and then moves to me waiting....tears come
"Your gonna be a daddy" I whisper to him and he grabs me and lifts me up burrying his face in my neck....and i feel his tears...i hold on tight around his neck.
He finally puts me down leaning his forehead against mine.
"I love you Lilly, you and our baby growing inside you and I will do my best make you and our little one proud..."
"I love you to Grayson Hart, so much...your are my happy, you and our baby"..I smile ...
He stares at my lips and I lift to my toes and kiss him and he responds instantly. Growling ...groaning even moaning.
Goodness what am I doing ....I try to stop stepping away but his mouth follows me ....deepening the kiss
I have missed him but I am just ....,I do not know how or what to feel....confusion is most of it....
I pull away from him ...breathing hard....I
"We .....We have to stop....this is so confusing, I don't know what to do ...." I say to him and exhale
"Hey baby look at me! Whenever your ready....I'm here,
Because I love you and will wait till your ready....we move at your pace...." he says ever so gently.....cupping my face and holding it in his huge hands...mine cover his as I stare into those amazing eyes...
Just like that he melts my heart a little more, how am I ever gonna be able to resist him ....
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Finding My Happiness
RomanceHe made me lose myself in him without giving himself to me... I did'nt know what i had until i lost her.... I finally had a chance to show her how lost i was in her even before she knew it... 2 brothers inlove with one women.... One took her for gra...
