TOY ◾ WooSan Ateez ✔ [UNDER BEING REWRITTEN AND FIXED]

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San was sitting in his room and focusing on finishing his homework as soon as possible.
When he was done he heard a loud noise coming from downstairs. He already knew what it was. Or should I say who it was.

He put away all his books and carefully looked out his door. He saw that no one was there so he opened the door and went to the stairs. He could see his father sitting on the couch already drinking away his life.

San went back to his room and locked the door.

It's been hours and San was surprised that his father haven't come up to give him his daily beating.
San carefully sneaked out of his room and down the stairs. He was immediately hit by the strong smell of blood and San panicked.

He ran in the living room and saw his father on the couch sitting in his own pool of blood lifeless.
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is father had took his own life without saying a word.

San ran up to the dead man and began to shake him. Getting blood on his hand while at it.

-Dad!Dad!

San yelled at the man. Even if he was a bad man he was still San's father. San began to cry and shacke the man more.

-Dad! D-dad! Please wake up.

San saw that there was no use. He ran up to his phone and called an ambulance.
They arrived but as soon as they saw San's dad they knew there was no use helping him. The police came too and ofcourse asked San a lots of questions.

San explained everything.
Of course some annoying people who liked to know more than they should made up some lies saying that San lost his self control and murdered his dad and the police didn't arrest him because he had a mental illness and didn't know what he was doing. And stuff like that.

Of course they were not true but lots of people still believed it thought and began to avoid the kid as much as possible. Calling him a monster, psychopath, freak behind his back.

After that day San's life changed. He had nightmares about his dad.

Sometimes in his dream he saw that he was the one who killed his father. And after a while he just couldn't tell what was the truth anymore.

But deep down he still knew he would never kill a person in his life.

Even after years passed he still felt that it was all his fault. Everything was his fault. He hated himself.

His father always told him that before San was born him and his mother lived so happily. It was all San's fault that his mother got in an accident and that his father became an alcoholic and now his dad took his life and that was his fault too.

San felt like dying. He wanted it to all come to an end.
He tried to kill himself a lot but always failed.
He even cut himself and his classmates called him a freak for it.

He felt so lost and alone.

He just wanted to live a happy normal life like everyone else.

Wooyoung then woke up with tears in his eyes.

-What was this dream?

He asked himself still feeling shocked by what the dream was about.

(Getting to know both of their past now a lot better :D)