Poems

Broken heart... Losing my mind...

I saw you.
Our eyes met a few times.
I didn't know what to do.
I felt like eating limes.

Your hair was different
But your smile
Was not absent.
I didn't know what to do for a while.

Then i saw you talk to someone.
I knew i shouldn't react.
I shouldn't be affected by your action.
I think maybe i overreact.

After that i just let lose.
I danced like i didn't care.
I felt like drinking booze.
My feelings i didn't share.

Then i decided to do something new.
I texted you my feelings
Then i deleted it before you knew.
I didn't care about the misspellings.

I still asked about you when i left.
You are convicted of theft.
Why? Well because you stole my 'heart'
But then broke it apart.

I guess it is okay
Since you didn't know.
You broke it more than one day.
I took the blow.

Now I'm over-thinking,
My brain and heart are not linking.
I hope this is really just a crush.
You make me blush.

Not fond of my stupid fantasies
Of you asking me to dance.
Can you help me forget them,please?
I knew we didn't have a chance.

I didn't expect anything to happen.
I hope it all disappears in a sudden.
I want to lose all the other burdens
As each blade sharpens.

The blades that are tempting
Me to use.
Asking me to bring my ending
Not with a noose.

Am i going crazy?
I am becoming more lazy.
Why can't i just stop-
Stop letting the tears drop?

Ahhh! I can't let this go on
As i fear i may feel more.
This feels like a long never-ending marathon.
Please let there be a cure.

I feel like losing my mind.
Not because of you,it's because of other things.
My problems you will not find.
I never listen to any sayings.

I feel so foolish.
Drinking till i forget I wish
I could do. I want to forget parts of the night.
The part that wasn't so bright.

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Heyyooooo.

Just a random poem.... Went to my first prom yesterday(05/07/2019). It was great. I danced with my friends :).

Hope you are having a great time!!! Sorry for it being short...