Poems

Those Eyes and His Smile

His eyes held an emotion.
An emotion I could not fathom.
You can feel the love potion.

His smile is not shown
so very often.
Need to shake the feelings off my bone.

His eyes held another's.
Not truly sure if they're each other's
crush that wouldn't leave.

You can try not to look up
at him but will fail.
Not able to utter a simple word,"sup".

You smile whenever you see his eyes.
Him possibly liking you back
is pushed back beyond all the other lies.

Sometimes it seems like he was lonely.
You could've said,"hi". If only
you had the courage to.

Whenever you see him smile
you feel giddy
and even happy.

It's been like this for so long.
Smiling when he smiles.
You start to feel like it's wrong.

If this prolongs,you may never
get him out of your head.
You might remember him forever.

The boy you liked for some time.
You and him with no single word exchange.
It seems like a crime.

Not sure if he even remembers you.
Not sure if he even sees you.
Not sure if he even notices you.

But you're alright with it.
You know nothing will happen
so you patiently sit.

Seeing his smile
and happy eyes
for a while.

Knowing or feeling that he's there.
He change his hair.
There is not a thing you both share.

You just smile when you see him
With a single glance
your giddiness is to the brim.

You try to hide your fond
towards his eyes,smile and personality.
Sometimes you walk past him by the pond.

You wonder what is it
about him that makes you giddy.
Why is it that you can't quit?

At some point,you held
each other's gaze.
You didn't feel compelled.

It seemed like it was just
you and him.
You and him alone,you can't trust.

There was silence as you look
into his eyes.
It's always like seeing a cover of a wonderous book.

The gazing stops as he passes you.
He was going up and you down.
You tried not to show a frown.

He was very nice to you from the start...
He talked with you and shared food...
It belonged to someone else-his heart.

You tried to get his eyes and smile out
of your head.
Not sure what it's about.

His smile sometimes reaches
his eyes. At times you can't
even see the white of his eyes.

His smile is contagious.
At least for you.
You start to wonder if he is religious.

Thinking maybe,just maybe
he feels a similar way.
But you doubt it on the same day.

Even if he feels the same
nothing would happen.
It's such a shame.

If he felt the same
then you could've talked with him
as he smiles up to his eyes.

If he felt the same
then you could've gotten
close with him.

If he felt the same......
But he doesn't feel the same
and only I am to blame.

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I'm just becoming more and more to be a person who is so into romance,lovey romantic stuff. And it just makes me overthink about little things... Meh,I hope I'll grow out of it or at least it'll lessen as I grow up...

Date:22/11/2019
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