I look around. His hands are around my waist. Im facing him. There's no way i can get out of this. His hand creeps up my cheek and he starts kissing my neck, giving me a hickey. He's probably 100% blacked out. But.. i want to continue being friends with him. He helped me.. at my hardest time. I don't know if i can do this. Will he even remember?
"Sav..." he trails off and we kiss again. This time he slips the tongue in and we start making out. Something came over me, i realize he won't remember any of this and just let myself enjoy the moment. I put my elbows on his shoulders and lean in a little more. He know puts his hands on my hips. We both pull away to grab a little air. He turns to look at the rain again. You can't see anything through the curtains, but the sound of the droplets hitting tha window gives off the feeling of warmth and comfort. He leans in again and we continue making out. I run my hands through his curly hair and he pulls away again to grab air. A strand of saliva stretches inbetween us and breaks and lands on our lap. We continue making out for more, until i feel something push up against my pussy. He has a boner. All of a sudden my face flushes again and i get embarrassed. He moves up a little so we're closer and kisses me again. This time, more softly. Then, he pulls my shirt over my head to reveal my boobs, and his eyes widen. I forgot i took off my bra. fuck.
"Sav..." he licks his lips.
"W-what?" i say, flushed.
He ignores me and starts to sucks on my right nipple. I start moaning quietly. I feel his dick growing underneath me. He squeezes, touches, plays with and sucks on my tits. He puts his face in them and kisses.
"I always found you sexy but... wow" he says and we make out again. this time, he picks me up and lays me down on the bed so i'm under him. I stare at him. He doesn't look nervous at all. Is he a virgin? He sucks on my neck again, giving me another hickey. I give off a small moan and then he pauses and looks at me.
"D...Don't do that. It makes me wanna do bad stuff to you" he says and kisses me again. I grab his face with my hands and slowly kiss him. Our tongues swirl around in eachothers mouthes. He gets closer on top of me and throws the covers on top of us so we're protected. he kisses me again, and then comes back to my face.
"Sav..." he begins to say, but before he could finish, i black out."AHAAHHAA!" i hear laughing from the other room.
"YO STEVE! LOOK AT THIS! DEAN IS BLACKED OUT IN THE BATH" i hear, following by some laughter. I sit up and open my eyes. I feel a draft over my body and look down.. what happened..
Then, i look to my right, and see Liam lying shirtless beside me.
"LIAM" i yell. What the hell is he doing here?! Did we fuck!? I shake his body with one hand while holding the covers up to my chest with the other.
"Yeah man, idk" i hear Steve say, and then the door to my room swings open. Steve is there, standing with wide eyes. He takes one look at me covering myself, and one look at Liam shirtless beside me, then makes an "ohh" face and shuts the door. After that, i hear giggling from the hallway.
"Liam!! Liam i SWEAR to god" i say, shaking his body. I look at his abs. They're glistening. What if i lost my virginity last night? To... my closest friend i've ever had..?
He moves and then quickly sits up.. and looks around. at me. at himself.
"fuck.." he says.
"Get out. i need to change." i say, avoiding the topic.
"uh.. yeah. my bad. my bad" he says to himself in shock as he walks out the room and shuts the door behind him. i sit and stare at the wall as all the moments from last night come flooding back. i got on top of him. he pulled in to kiss me. then i felt his boner. he took off my shirt. he played with my boobs. and..
i shudder. no way. This was my best friend im talking about right now. fuck! I start getting ready and keep repeating the words he said last night..
"I always found you sexy... I always found you sexy..."
I hear the door shut from the living room. Did they leave without me?
I rush out of the room and see Liam putting his shoes on. I feel my face burning up again.
"Did they leave??"
"No.. they're waiting for us in the hallway" he says, and is about to open the door to leave
"Wait..!" He freezes.
"Yeah..?" he turns around, acting non chalant.
"I just gotta question... do you remember everything that happened last night?" i blurt out.
"Yeah..." he stares at me. "Yeah... I do." Then he left.
We all walked to school together but me and Liam both drifted as far away as possible from each other. When we got to school, we didn't even look at each others direction to say anything.
"So we meeting for lunch again?" Dean says to everyone, but mainly me. For some odd reason, i say,
"I don't know. I think i'm gonna hang out with these new girls i met. maybe some other time, though.. see you!" i say. i took a glance at Liam before turning, but his back was facing me as he was walking away. I brushed it off and headed to my next class, but i couldn't help thinking about last night.
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Washed Up
Lãng mạnA story that came from a girl being bullied and trying to kill her self to finding a boy who- i'm not gonna say anymore, just read it yourself ;)