Listen to the song for better experience of this chapter.
Everyday gets longer
Nothing feels better
What did I do?
I don't remember how it felt before this
What were those feelings before?
Can time really heal us
Those words running through my mind
Insomnia has gotten to me
It feels worse
Looking back, were we even happy
It's like poison
All the things I said
They were true, right?
How much did I love you?
The face you made when I told you
"I'm leaving you"
Did you expect it?
You walked out into the darkness
Alone with broken pieces
Where did I go wrong you might ask?
From the start
Everything was wrong
Using your heart, that's not what I did
I loved it
But when I loved it too much
It was breaking even more
All the words we exchanged
All the "I love you"
There was so much love
But
It had to be stopped before it broke me
Now look where I'm at
Lying in bed
Watching you from afar
You're happy
Happier when you were with me
I made the right choice
But what about me?
You probably didn't even notice
But
I'm gone
I disappeared
Everyone is looking at me
I can feel it
I hear beeping
I hear sobbing
Then
Nothing
At least you're happy
"He's gone."
You started to shake. Why did this happen? Should I have forgiven him? They begin to take him away. I sat there, looking at the ground. My vision is blurred with my tears. They drop onto the floor. My eyes hurting. My heart aches. Everything that wasn't supposed to happen did. Now, you're gone and I'm even more broken. You never told me why.
All that's left, is two broken souls.
