Absolute Control

Voices and Symphony

Kyle

I'm just taking a break from studying and Keith just dozed off and napping already. So I decided to roam the house, like it's really big like there are rooms that I haven't explored yet. I walk around until I found myself in front of a giant door that is seems to be sealed for a long time. With my curiosity I tried opening the door and to my surprise it's unlocked. I found myself in a giant music room with every instrument that could possibly fit in it, It looks like it's haven't been used for a long time but, it's perfectly maintained as I can see. I look around to see an acoustic guitar perfectly placed on its stand. It's been quite a while since I last played, I still pick the guitar trying to decode the chords of the song that I've been listening to for a while using Keith's computer well, I'm still saving money for a phone so I guess I'm still stuck burrowing Keith's computer to listen to music. It's Narcissist by No Rome featuring the 1975 seconds later when I figured it out I started singing.

Took a picture of all my flaws
Or you can take a video on your phone
And you know that I would talk
But I'm too afraid to pick you up and go home
I'm feeling Dazed like a magazine
Finding my own sanity
Wishing it'll all go away
Now we're smoking off the balcony
You're telling me profanities
Maybe it was never okay

It's been to long since I last sing and play guitar but, I still got it like I used to. I miss this, it's making me relax and with all the pain and the suffering that I've been through this is what I need.

345, that's where we stayed
She told me I'm a narcissist doing it again
Took a bunch of acid and she told me, "not again"
Now I've gotta tell her that I'm lovin' her friends
345, that's where we stayed
She told me I'm a narcissist doing it again
Took a bunch of acid and she told me, "not again"
Now I've gotta tell her that I'm lovin' her friends

I just continued singing and playing like, I don't want to stop. I just feel my self getting more lost in the music and sing without holding back a bit. Somehow I can feel my old self coming back, back when it's less problematic and I can still be happy, back when I was complete and unbroken.

And I've been seeing somebody
But I've not found a way to tell you
That I'm seeing somebody
There's not a nice way for me to say that
I've been seeing somebody
You know I want you to be happy
Since I'm seeing somebody
And then maybe we can get on with it

Stay out late, I just wanna get stoned
Telling all your friends that I'm never at home
And my face filling up with blood
But you're still saying they don't like your bourgeois
Coughing up the promethazine
Living like an evergreen
Sorry for the things that I've done
Now Selena won't be friends with me
I was kissing Emily
I love you, it was never your fault
(Got me like)

I know it's only been a couple of minutes of music but, it felt like it was forever. I've never been this free I never felt this light for so many years I don't want this moment to stop. I just continue to strum and sing my heart out without a care about who's listening or if there's someone who listens. Right now, I don't give a fuck, all I care about is being with myself feeling comfortable in my own skin, and I just continue on.

345, that's where we stayed
She told me I'm a narcissist doing it again
Took a bunch of acid and she told me, "not again"
Now I've gotta tell her that I'm lovin' her friends

And I've been seeing somebody
But I've not found a way to tell you
That I'm seeing somebody
There's not a nice way for me to say that
I've been seeing somebody
You know I want you to be happy
Since I'm seeing somebody
And then maybe we can get on with it