People see me as a person who can only achieve 2nd Place.
I wish it didn't hurt, but it kinda does.
I'm starting to remember how I felt when I was 12.
Insecure and desperately wanting to fit in, but never being able to quite get there.
So much effort, and for what?
Depression and self-esteem issues.
I sought validation from them because I had decided that they were important.
They were like the "Asian Mean Girls of Suburbia"
Horrible and cruel, but even so you still wanted to be them.
I wanted to be them, but I couldn't cuz all I'll ever be is
2nd Place.
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word vomit
PoetryA collection of depressing poetry I've written. Not all of them are good, but they're real and I think that matters.