word vomit

I don't want it to change (but it probably will)

I'm in this state where everything important is right in front of me 

I'm afraid that if I breathe it'll all disappear 

I'm afraid that if I touch it it ends I'm afraid that we won't need each other anymore 

I know that it ends at some point 

But these people make me happy

Each of these people make the daunting task of life easier

My problems don't seem as big when I know they'll be there 

I wish that could last forever but I know that it wont

 We grow up 

Life gets complicated

And no one has time for each other 

The smiles on our faces turn into the wrinkles on our foreheads 

And we isolate ourselves in our world of worries 

Who knows if any of us will actually be successful? 

I just hope we don't lose each other on the way there 

And I know that none of this is anything new or deep

like, it's obvious 

People grow apart, that's life 

But that's not the reality I want to live in, 

I want to be able to cry about a boy with my friends while eating bread cuz we can't afford ice cream

I want to be able to laugh when someone makes a really bad joke 

I want to be able to watch movies together and harshly critique it 

I want to be able to have hour long debates to the point it gets heated and we don't talk to each for 3 hours

I want to able to laugh about it 3 hours later

I want to be able to have a really bad day and hear them say it'll get better 

I don't want any of it to change or go away

I want everything to stay the same

A/N: Filmed this video, so if you too lazy to read no worries just watch it instead!!!