I sit on the couch waiting for Billie to get home. She went to a party with her friends. It's 3 am and she's not back yet, I'm starting to get worried because I know she's probably drinking and I don't know how she's gonna get home.
I've tried calling her and texting her but she doesn't answer. I decide to text her again.
Y/N: Do you need me to pick you up?
Y/N: Baby?
No reply. I let out a sigh of frustration and run my hands though my hair. I want to go to sleep, but I can't sleep cause I'm too worried about Billie. I decide to watch something on Netflix to distract myself.
*30 minutes later*
I hear keys jingling from the other side of the front door. I look over and see the door open and Billie stumbling in. She looked very drunk and out of it. Her hair was a mess, her eyes were dark, she looked tired, and she couldn't even walk right.
I walk over to her and close the door behind her.
"Billie. I've been texting you and calling you all night! I was worried, I didn't know how you were gonna get home." I tell her seriously.
"Well I'm home now." She slurs, making me roll my eyes. She raises her eyebrows when she sees me roll my eyes.
"You're not my babysitter or my mom Y/N, so why are you acting like it?" She says.
"Because I'm your girlfriend, obviously I'm gonna worry about you." I say, raising my voice, causing her to squeeze her eyes shut.
"Can you shut the fuck up? You're giving me a headache. and you don't have to worry." She says, making me more frustrated.
"Sorry." I say quietly as tears form in my eyes. She begins to stumble up the stairs, almost falling in the process.
"Here, let me help you up at least." I say, walking up next to her and putting my arm around her waist to help her. She pushes me away, making me fall down a couple of stairs.
She comes down the stairs and picks me up. Once I stand up, she pushes me against the wall, making my head bang against the wall hard. I groan as I feel my head in pain.
"B-Billie" I whimper, as I see her coming closer to me. "Billie, please don't hurt me." I cry.
She wraps her hands tightly around my throat and chokes me to the point where I can't breath. I try to pull her hands away but she's too strong. I struggle to catch a breath. Right when I feel I'm about to pass out, she let's go. I immediately take in a deep breath. My chest rises up and down as I pant out of breath.
"Okay, I'm done, I won't bother you anymore, I'm sorry." I say, scared about what she would do next.
"You sure?" She asks softly, and I nod. "I just need to make sure you've understood your lesson." She says. I open my mouth to respond but get cut off by Billie's fist hitting my cheek hard. I place my hand over my cheek as it throbbed in pain due to her punch. I sob more and more because of the pain.
I lean against the wall and slide down to sit on the floor as my sobs get louder. Billie stands in front of me, just looking down at me. I bring my knees to my stomach as I cry.
"P-please stop Billie." I beg. I look up at her with tears in my eyes. Her expression changes as I look at her. Her face softens, her eyes go from dark to light, and she looks at me sympathetically.
"Oh my god. What the fuck am I doing?" I hear her mutter to herself quietly. She comes closer to me and kneels down.
"Baby.." She says quietly, as tears form in her eyes too. She reaches for my face and I flinch, thinking she's going to hit me again. Tears fall out of her eyes as she shakes her head.
"You don't have to be scared of me baby. I'm so sorry for everything that just happened. I don't know what got into me. Please don't be scared of me mamas, I'm not gonna hurt you anymore." She says quietly. I cover my face with my hands. My body shakes up and down as I sob.
She stands up and paces back and forth across the living room. I hear her muttering curse words to herself. I quietly grab my keys from the table and run out of the house. I quickly get in my car and start the engine. I can't be with her in the same house anymore, I don't want her to hurt me anymore.
I see her come out of the house and run towards my car.
"Y/N, please don't leave me, I'm sorry!" She shouts. I pull out of the driveway quickly and drive to my friend's house. My whole body still shaking from the fear.
