Stressed

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"Thank you." I say as the cashier hands me the bag of groceries. I walk out of the store, get in my car, and start driving home.

Once I get home, I grab the bag of groceries from the passengers seat and walk to the front door and unlock it.

I walk in and set the bag of groceries down on the table in the kitchen. I grab the small pint of ice cream that I bought for Billie. I walk into the room and see Billie sitting at her desk while writing something down on paper.

"Hey baby." I say as I walk up behind her and kiss the top of her head. She stays silent, which was odd.

"umm, I got you this." I say as I set down the ice cream on her desk. "Thanks." she says quietly, I figure she's just tired.

"I don't know if you wanna eat it right now or not." I say, waiting for a response but I don't get one. "If you don't want it right now, I'll go put it in the freezer so it doesn't me-" I say but get cut off by Billie.

"Oh my god, can you just shut up already? You talk too damn much. You're giving me a fucking headache. Just leave me alone, please!" She yells at me.

I feel like someone just stabbed me in the heart. Billie had never yelled at me or been mean to me before. I have never felt this type of pain.

"Okay." I say quietly as I walk out of the room and go to the living room. I sit on the couch and turn on the TV to try to forget about what just happened. Unfortunately, watching TV didn't help distract me at all. All I could think about was how Billie yelled at me, and what she said. What is wrong with her today?

A tear falls down my cheek. I know it's probably stupid to be crying about this, but her words hurt a lot. Another tear falls down my cheek. I wipe away the tears with the sleeve of my oversized hoodie.

About another 15 more minutes go by and I hear footsteps approaching closer to me. By now, I have stopped crying, but I was still really sad about the situation. I see Billie coming over to the couch. She sits next to me.

"Hey, baby, I'm so so sorry about that. I feel so bad for what I said. I've just been so stressed with all the songwriting I've been having to do, and I only have a couple of days left. I took it out on you, and I shouldn't have, I'm so sorry." Billie says.

I softly smile as I realize that it was just her stress talking.

"But, do I really talk too much?" I say as I chuckle.

She laughs softly, "Sometimes, but I love that about you mamas." she says, making me blush.

"I love you so much, princess." Billie says as she cups my cheeks and pulls me in for a kiss.

"I love you too baby." I say after we pull away from the kiss.

"Do you think you could take a break from your songwriting? I rented your favorite movie and bought your favorite snacks. Plus, you really need it, I don't like seeing you this stressed mama." I say.

She smiles, "Will cuddling be involved?" she asks as her smile grows wider.

"Is that even a question? Of course!" I say giggling.

"Okay, let's go then!" She says as she grabs the snacks and the movie and walk into the room.

I start the movie and eat snacks with Billie on the bed. After eating all the snacks, we cuddle while watching the movie, and soon fall asleep in each other's arms.

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