My First and Last Love

Explaining Myself

*Shantay*

I sigh and walk in the car, as soon as I close the door I turn to Al "I can explain that," I said quickly but, she didn't reply nor look at me, I sigh watch her stare out the window, I tried reading her mind but, she is blocking me out.

When we reach back home, she came out the car and straight in the house, I step out the car and sigh "Tell me, what was that back there?" Sara asked walking up to me, I look up to our bedroom window and see her standing at the window look down on us, I sighed look towards Sara "It was my past," I replied simply walking away towards the house.

"Let me explain," I spook softly to Alexis, she was still standing at the window, she didn't reply and I close my eyes letting out a heavy sigh, I walked to her and wrap my arms around her waist. I bury my face in her neck and inhale her scent, "I wasn't in love with her nor did I love her" I spook after a few minutes.

"She was or is my ex girlfriend, what you witnessed wasn't anything than the bond between lovers being broken, when I was growing up I was treated like trash because of who I was, that pack was the pack I was in, my father gave the alpha role to his beta and left to start a new pack with my mom and I, this pack my dad formed wasn't just a pack of werewolves, it was a pack of both werewolves and vampire, the thing is she was the only reason I'm here with you, I was so depressed that I was going to kill myself, she stopped me, she made me feel safe, made me feel like I belonged, that's how we started by her accepting me being different, we created our bond without realizing until the day I left, I wanted break the bond but, just didn't want to hurt her, I had never touched her, like in an intimate way, and that's it," I finish off and wait for her to say something.

"Why didn't you tell me about her before?" she asked softly, I could feel her hurt "Honestly babe, I didn't remember about her or our bond, the thing is when a werewolf or vampire find their mates any pass bonds they had begins to fade," I spook loosing my grip on her, she sighed and turn around in my arms, she hugged me and bury her head in my chest, "I love you, I'm in love with you and you are my first and last love," I whispered in ear and kiss her head.

*Alexis*

I woke up laying down on Tay's chest and her arms around me, I inhaled her scent and the memories of what happen flood my thoughs, 'honestly I was scared back there, I though right then and there I have lost her', "How many times do I have to tell you, I would never go anywhere, I'm in love with you Alexis Nicole Taylor" she spook softly opening her eyes, I look up at her and kiss her.

"I'm in love with you too baby," I kiss her again putting all my emotions in the kiss, "Hmmm don't start, we have to go shower," she moaned in my mouth and I smirk, "Lets shower," I spook in a seductive voice, a sly smile on my face, I pull her up from the bed and towards the bathroom, I let go her hand slowly removing my clothes.

I could hear her breathing hitch as stand in front her fully undressed, I kiss her neck using my hand to run under her shirt, I continue touching her abs just before moving down her body, I slowly run my hands down in her shorts, softly gripping her "Lets get these off," I whispered in her ear nibbling softly on it, she release a moan and I knew that she was enjoying it, just as her shorts it the ground there was a knock on our room door.

We both release a disappointed sigh, "Who is it?" Tay called out her voice sounding faustrated, "Alpha, Alpha Josh from the Eclipse pack is here to see you," one our maids called from the door. "Tell him we'll be right there," Tay called back, then sigh and look down on her erection, "Come here baby let me help you with that in the shower," I smirked pulling her in the shower.

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Short Chapter Ik, I'm sorry I took so long to update