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I like this girl

She always has a bun with a blue scrunchie holding it together.

She always wears something blue like a t shirt.

She wears black pants with black shoes.

She's taller than me and has the skin of an angel.

Her name's Ida and she's my classmate.

I am the total opposite of her. Short blonde hair covering my face.

White shirt and black pants and hoodie along with black doc Martins.

I'm short for my age and I have tan skin.

I'm Kaia and I sit right next to Ida.

I have been teased ever since I was young for having two mums.

It's hard but I love them both.

I hate that people tease me about it because I didn't pick my parents, they picked me.

I admitted to Ida that I like her and she admitted it too.

We meet secretly during school and hang out and talk.

We've hugged and held hands multiple times and I feel like I'm on the top of the world.

She said we couldn't let anyone know about us.

I texted her earlier to see if we could meet that the meeting hall and she said she'd be there and that we needed to talk about something.

I saw her sitting on the stage while waiting and she looked gorgeous.

She looked at me blankly and stood up and watched me as I moved around the stage.

I ask her what's wrong and she says she can't do this anymore.

She said they will find out and it will be horrible for her.

I ask for one kiss.

My first kiss.

She looks at me and smiles warmly slightly nodding.

We lean in.

We look into each others eyes.

Suddenly as we were just about to touch someone shouted.

My old friends.

Ida suddenly shouts get away from me you perv.

Dont touch me ever again.

I was only trying to be nice but I hate you Kaia.

I cried but I ran.

I kept running as I heard shouts saying I'm dead meat or I'm finished you homo.

I ran into Idas brother.

He knew and he looked like he could kill.

He threw me to the ground.

He kicked me.

The others joined in as they arrived.

I felt the blood gushing out of so many wounds.

I felt bones break as they jump on me.

I turn my head to see Ida.

She stands there and watches in shock.

I want her to hug me.

To touch me

I wouldn't care about what's happening to me if she was here but she's there.

Not here.

Not with me.

I black out as they kept pushing and punching.

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I wake up in a white room.

My mums are standing at the end of my bed crying.

I have a cast on my arm and I could feel the pain in my body.

It's been a couple of weeks and I have had enough.

My parents want to move and i get heaps of messages saying i should kill myself.

I fill the bath and lock the door.

I look at myself.

The girls from the other day found me and punched my face.

The wrote homo on my head.

They ripped my clothes.

I tried washing the writing off with some water but all it did was smudge.

I cried and broke down.

I screamed.

I found pills and a blade in the cabinet.

I took a couple and watched as the water rose.

I stepped in but stayed standing.

I look at the blade and look at my wrist.

My mum calls me to come for dinner but I give no answer.

It's been 4 hours since I had supposedly had my bath.

My mother knocked on the door but it was silent.

She started pushing and kicking the door but no luck.

Finally my other mother got the door open.

My body was basically slit completely open and I was hanging from the railing.

I was dead but my classmates didn't care right.

They wanted me dead.

The picture of me went up the next day.

The classmates involved were expelled and Ida died a few days later.

I loved Ida but now we will be together forever.

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