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I wake up

I go to school

I go to practice

I come home

I sleep

And I repeat.

What if I was more than an average 80kg girl? What if I did what I promised not too?

Could I do that?

Is it possible?

Its not

I can't 

I won't 

I promised I wouldn't 

But I do

I slice my wrists my 11 year old wrists 

I slit my clean smooth milky wrist

I cut through layers of skin as I watch the red snake slither down my wrist

I fell in love with the snakes 

When they left I wanted them  back

I can't go on with a

Normal Life.

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Author nim ~

First part done hope it relates to you in some way. I'm trying to make this relatable so people know their not alone and have been in these situations. Hope you enjoyed it.

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