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He was dangerous and everybody knew it. I was dangerous but nobody knew it. We were two different people with different appearances in front of other but in public we were very similar in many ways.
He was ready to take the risk just for me and so was I. He could end up loosing his job and getting in jail yet he never showed any signs of being scared.
I was scared but I tried not to show it to him but he always knew.
How could I do this? But I can't stop no matter how many times I tried I always find my way back into his arms. He was toxic, I was toxic, everything was toxic yet it felt like heaven.
I sighed closing my eyes feeling sleepy not being able to sleep at night last night thinking about my decision. Was it a right decision to leave him? Did I do the right thing? Or am I just killing the both of us just because of logic?
"Concentrate (Y/N)" Emma my friend hissed lowly nudging me in the arm to wake me up. Knowing I wouldn't want to get in detention with the same person that changed me.
"Ms./mr. (Y/L/N) detention" mr. Kim said making me snap my head up and glare at him. He was waiting for this moment wasn't he? He really wanted to give me detention just to spend more time with me.
I seriously hate him but I can't stop my heart from beating faster and faster the second my eyes meet his.
After everybody left the classroom this being out last period I was left alone with him and a comforting pat at the back by Emma my best friend who knew all about this.
Mr. Kim walked over to the door locking it and closing the curtain over the glass window on the door before moving to the window at the end of the classroom that shows the hallway where all of my classmates were getting ready to go home.
"Why did you lock the door sir?" I asked acting clueless wanting to give him zero hope of anything happening.
I remember just a month ago us all over each other doing forbidden stuff to each other just on that desk in front of me. I really did mess up my life on something forbidden and impossible.
"You know exactly why" he glowered at me angrily. I just looked forward at the board acting like I wasn't affected. I've never been scared of him knowing already he doesn't have the heart to do anything other than threats. He loves me too much but he really did look scary at this moment.
"Sir I believe we're here for detention so can we start already and get this done with" I groaned annoyed when in reality I was breaking slowly on the inside yearning to just pull him close and attach his lips to mine kissing him to fill the gap that filled me since I said those horrid words.
"We're over" those words destroyed me. Those words destroyed the future I build in my head for us but it was too dangerous to start it now. Maybe in a couple of years yes, maybe when I finish high school in two months but not now.
"Can you stop acting so childish and talk to me" he marched over to my desk slamming his hands down on the wood causing an echo in the room.
"Talk about what sir?" I asked titling my head to the side acting clueless.
"Why did you break up with me?" He asked as his features softened slightly showing his true feelings.
"Because you're my teacher and what we're doing is illegal" I said like I was stating a fact in class and not even glancing at him.
He grew angry by my behavior so he turned around pushing away everything on his desk to get out. I jumped at stuff went flying to the floor in front of me, the exam papers flew up high and he didn't seem to care that I was seeing my classmates's answers.
"But you won't be my student for long. Why now?" He asked turning back to face me.
"This relationship is toxic Namjoon and we both know it. I thought maybe a small break will help" I shrugged innocently as I stood up trying calm him down.
I know he wouldn't hurt me but I've never seen him this angry so just in case I'm making sure it'll be easier to run away.
"Please don't leave me" he pleaded shocking me. He never begs anybody. Never. He looks so hurt and it's breaking my heart.
"I-I-I We can't" I said stuttering and pulled my bag from behind my chair and started walking over to the door only to be stopped by him pulling me back over to him crashing his lips to mine.
This wasn't the first time that I gave up for him. He was my everything and I'm sure as hell won't give him up because I know that he won't either. After everything I did to him he still stuck around no matter what.
My bag slipped through my fingers falling to the floor with a thud but neither one of us noticed to increased into each other.
I let my fingers slip through his hair which felt like silk. He wrapped his arms around my waist bringing me closer and closer to him that even if I wanted to escape him I wouldn't be able to do so.
He bit my lip asking for entrance which I granted him letting him slip his tongue into my mouth and explore every inch of it.
"I love you" he whispered against my lips making me open my eyes. I've heard this sentence so many time from between his lips, from the sound of his voice but each time it felt more and more special and no matter how many time I rehear it from him I'll never have enough of it.
"I love you too" I whispered back and it felt like a switch because in a second I was sitting on his desk with him between my legs kissing down my neck as his fingers fumbled with the buttons on my button down shirt.
In that moment I knew that there was no running away from your heart no matter how much you try it'll always find a way of finding you. He didn't only own my heart but he WAS my heart and always will be and from now on I'll always make sure to never let him down again like I did that day.
