Regrets - chapter 34 (KISS)

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MEGANS POV:

So Harry's my boyfriend. He's really cute. As he smiles at me his dimples pop out which makes me smile back.

I'm glad the nurse has let me talk to him because I want to get to know him.

'So Harry...' I start.

''So Megan...' He copies.

We both giggle which makes my head sting again.

I wince in pain. Seriously?? I can't even have a laugh without being in pain?

'Whats wrong?' He rushes his words, he has a worried look on his face.

'Its just every time I think, laugh or whatever my head decides to sting' I complain.

He leans in slowly, I stare in shock, this is happening too fast. Instead of doing what I thought he would he leaned in to kiss my forehead.

'There, let's hope it's better now' he smirks.

I smirk back at him, amused.

'Did it work?' He asks, trying to hold his giggles.

I pretend to wince in pain again.

He sighs jokingly and leans in once again.

He kisses my forehead and moves down to kiss my nose. I pretend to be hurt and he slowly brings his lips closer to my lips. The heat that was being released from him was mixing with mine causing a whole lot of tension in this confined space.

He eyes look into mine asking for permission. I close my eyes letting him know that he can.

His hot breath fans the tip of my lips slowly while moving closer.

He clashes our lips together, he starts off slowly then as I join him. The kiss starts to become more and more intense. He cups both of my cheeks.

The pressure of the kiss makes me forget about everything. Forget about the pain.

I gasp, as a wave of images flash through my brain. The way he used to kiss me. The movie night. The restaurant date. The party. Everything.

But only him. Only everything about him.

I pulled back from the kiss and look Harry in the eye.

He stares back confused. I pull him in for a hug, letting out all the tears. He waits for a few seconds but then hugs me back.

'I remember you' I say through gulps of tears.

He let's out a sigh of relief and squeezes me tightly.

I forget about the pain in my stomach and just take in his cologne.

The door slams open revealing my mum.

Harry quickly pulls away from me.

'Who said you can be here?' She demands as soon as she sees Harry.

'I...I found my way here' he answers.

'Well, you should get going' she scolds.

'Mum it's fine' I speak up.

She stares at me. 'Do you...do you remember him?' She asks, afraid of my answer.

I nod and she frowns.

Harry smiles at me and kisses my cheek leaving my mum with her mouth hanging open.

'I should get going' he says to me.

'But...' I start.

'I'll come back tomorrow okay? I promise' he says.

I nod 'Don't forget this time' I say, not knowing why I said it or where it came from.

He stares at me for a long second and quickly looks away.

'I won't...I promise' he whispers and leaves the hospital room.

As soon as he leaves, my mum makes her way to my bed.

'Darling are you sure you're okay?' She rushes her words.

'Yh' I answer casually. For some reason I feel so much better. Like I can actually breath at a normal pace.

'Thats good, sorry I wasn't here when you woke up. I went to get something to eat' she explains.

I take a closer look at her face. She's got really big eye bags and dark circles beneath her eyes. She almost looks like she's going to pass out.

'Mum...have you even slept a wink since you've been here?' I ask.

She looks down, trying to avoid eye contact. She sighs.

'No...not really' she says slowly 'I couldn't just leave you and go home to sleep, what if you needed me?'

'Mum I think you should go home just for tonight and get a full nights rest' I say.

She argues back 'I won't be able to sleep a wink knowing you'd be here alone'

'Mum it's not good for you' I say 'it's only for a night and I've got all these nurses and doctors just outside my door, I'll call for them if I need them' she's about to argue again until I stop her 'mum please? Just for one night?'

She sighs on defeat 'fine, but only for one night and then let's hope you get back on your feet so we can go home' she smiles at me and leans in to give me a tight hug 'and if you need something do not hesitate to call me'

She kisses me on the cheek as I do the same and makes her way out of the room.

Memory floods back to only a few minutes ago when Harry kissed me.

It was so intense and so real. I smiled to myself, I realise I probably look really stupid.

I hope I leave this hospital soon. Who knows who else I know. I shut my eyes, slowly drifting off to sleep.

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