Regrets (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Regrets - chapter 38 (YOU GET THE POINT)

He grips my hands and leads me out of the house. He pulls me along the driveway and onto the road. After only a few minutes of walking, Harry leads me to a large green field.

He sits down slowly then pats the space next to him.

I make my way over to him and sit down. I inhale the grass and fresh air, while falling back into Harry's arms.

He lets go of me and looks at me with despair and guilt. His deep blue eyes dropped towards the ground so he could avoid eye contact.

He spoke softly "I'm sorry...". I look back at him confused.

'Harry...what do you mean?' I ask afraid of his answer.

Before he could answer a white van pulled up behind him and three men wearing masks came out and grabbed me with force. I waited for Harry to help me but he just stood there staring at the ground trying not to look at me. I soon realised what he meant when he said those words. How could he do this to me? I thought he loved me... I closed my eyes to stop the tears coming. They pulled me back and hurled me into the van and covered my face until I fell unconcious.

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'And well we're here now' he says referring to the room.

I sit there unsure of what to say. What my brother, Niall, did with his sister was horrible and disgusting but why did he have to lie to me? Why did he have to do this to me?

'Megan?' He asks, hoping I might answer him.

I look away from his face and towards the white floor. I hear him sigh and make his way to the door, exiting the room quietly.

As soon as he shuts the door my head falls back onto the pillow, letting out all the tears that had been kept securely hidden in front of Harry.

A warm hand grips my back softly making me jump slightly. I look up to see Harry.

'I knew you would cry...' He starts 'I couldn't just leave you like this'

I grab his body for warmth, for shelter.

'Harry...why me?' I plead.

'Megan, I do love you' he lies.

I shake my head. 'NO! Stop it! Stop lying to me!' I push him softly. I grip the blankets and fall forward. Harry places a hand on the small of my back and taps it slowly.

Out of everything he's done so far, this is by far the worst. He lied about everything. He said he loved me. They were all lies. Everything.

'Harry please...I need some time by myself' I whisper.

I look up just in time to see him nod and walk out of the room and quickly saying 'I'm sorry...' just before he leaves the room.

I throw my head back onto the soft white pillow and cover myself as much as I can with the soft white blanket. I gradually fall into a deep sleep.

(Today's my birthday ahh! 16!!! Anyway sorry about the late update, I was really busy with family but thank you all for reading and voting x love you all)