Stay || Martinus G ||

Part 5

-No wait..If I wont tell this now I won't sleep the whole night.

His eyes stop at mines. His warm hands holding mine giving me chills. How can he do this only in three days? I dont say something. I am lost in his eyes...in his truth. He takes a deep breath and he starts talking

-I know I am annoying all the time. I know I only know you only for three days. I can't really understand you. You are mysterious. You are special...We go to the same school but I didnt even know you. You dont let your classmates get in your life. The most of them dont even know your name. You dont want anyone to help you. You think that nobody finds interesting to go out with you. But these hours with you were just amazing for me. Today I felt like I really got to know you. It was the first time I saw you laughing...for real. We talked...both of us. I felt like I know you for years. I cant find a reason to not be in love with you. I fall in love with every small face expression you make. How you roll your eyes. How much stubborn you are sometimes. How you laugh so easily. How your hands hold the cup. I sound so stupid right now. Nobody notices these things..I know I am weird. But this is my truth. And I want so much to learn yours.

He didnt brake our eyecontact even for a second. He was coming closer and closer wispering his words. He was only some centimetres away and our noses were almost touching.

-M..Martinus...You dont want to learn me. You dont deserve that. You deserve better than me.

-I know what I want. And this is you. Give a chance to us

He came even closer. Our lips were about to touch but he wasnt doing that move. I couldnt even breath normally. Feeling him so close but he wasnt giving me what I needed.

Couldnt resist anymore. Took his face in my hands and I joined my lips with his own. He placed his hands low in my waist. He moved his lips with mine in a sweet but passionate kiss.

After a while we stopped.

-This is a mistake

I wispered

-Then its the best mistake I have ever made. Let us try it Alina

-Hope this will work

-It will

And he pushed his lips against mine one more time. Before he leaves he says

-I will be here tomorrow morning...we will go together at school..right?

-Yes

I say being sure about my answer. He smiles with my answer. He leaves a small kiss in the corner of my mouth and starts walking away. I go to my house and without talking to anyone I close myself to my room. I am so selfish. I shouldnt agree on that. Martinus will be destroyed...Ugh why he makes me forget about everything?

Martinus Pov

I lay in my bed thinking of all that happened today. I cant really believe what happened. She is on my head all the time. When she was looking me in the eyes. Her lips on mine. Damn I already miss her.

*next morning*

I wake up really early. I couldnt sleep...I was so excited for today. I woke up my lil sister and ate together. I wore jeans and a big hoodie and left the house.

Alina Pov

I close the door and I see that Martinus is already here. He winks at me and I smile. I go to him and I hug him.

-Damn thats the best goodmorning. Are you ready?

-You know I am scared

-You remember what I told you the first time?