Stay || Martinus G ||

Part 24

My hands are shaking and my eyes are full of tears.

-She doesnt mean it...She is alive...Right?

-She took off her oxygen mask for the whole night...Her organisation couldn't stand it ...noone was there to save her...she literally did it in the middle of the night. When we found her...it was too late

Her face "cracks" and tears start running through her cheeks

"Sorry" she says and quickly runs to the small toilet.

My head is a mess. I don't really know what I am doing. I don't even know if this is a nightmare or the hard reality.

I close my eyes and pinch myself. I open my eyes again, hoping to be in my bed and all this would be a bad dream. But I am in this awful building.

My legs are traveling through the corridors without understanding where I am going.

Some minutes later I am some meters away from her room.

Her whole family is still there. Her mum is on her knees crying. Her brother tries to hold her and calm her down while he let his tears run too. Her dad is standing still, having his eyes widely opened, looking to the door.

He turns his eyes to me. He suddenly open his arms and without thinking I run to his hug.

-She is in a better place now

I move my head negative. She should STAY. We would fight together.

-My son, she couldn't handle it anymore

My heart stops at his word. SON. And then I remember what he had told me a night ago when we had stayed together in the hospital. She had wrote that she stayed alive just for her family.

I stand a bit back and see the whole situation of her family.

A bell rings on my mind. I watch what hour it is at my phone. It is still early. I ignore the calls from Marcus and with her paper in my hands I ran to the car and start driving to Karoline's house.

I ring the bell over ten times and Karoline appears. She probably knows what happened. Her eyes are red and I guess she was crying

-ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? TELL ME. ARE YOU SATISFIED? DO YOU FEEL OKAY? SHE MAYBE FORGAVE YOU BUT I WILL NEVER DO THAT. DON'T EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN...DONT EVEN LAY YOUR EYES ON ME. YOU ARE DISGUSTING. AND DON'T FUCKING CRY. I DONT EVEN BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED. AND I DON'T CARE. I HATE YOU

I feel my neck hurting but nothing hurts more than my heart. What am I going to do now?

I turn my back and get into the car again.

I will go find her. IN THE LAKE.

When I arrive, I run to the lake. I walk inside the water with my shoes still on. I look at the sky and start shouting

"Can you hear me? Can you see me? You promised that you could. Why did you do this baby? Did you think about me? What will I do? How will I live without you? You always thought that you were a weight for me. Guess what. You were not. You were my happiness. You were the light in my life. You were only 16. Come back to me, my love. COME BACK"

I scream and I sit down. My clothes are soaked from the water but I don't even care. My head hurts from the pressure and my eyes haven't got any other tears.

I feel the blood on my veins being less. My heart beats fast and slowly at the same time. If I only knew what would happen...I would have never leave from the hospital. I would not sleep the whole night. I would have said her more times how much I love her. I would keep her body inside my arms. I would never let her alone.

But...now I can't turn back time..

Suddenly a cold air gets through my body. The atmosphere changes. The sky fills with clouds.

I feel weird...I feel like she...she heard me. She is here. I feel exactly the way she wrote me. I can not see her. I can not hear her. But I feel like she is here and she is listening to me.

I don't know if I am starting to go crazy. I don't know if this is only my imagination. I don't care. I feel close to her.

"Alina...at least you keep your promise "

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