Stay || Martinus G ||

Part 17

Alina Pov

I wake up and I am still laying in this awful bed. I dont want this. I need to walk...I want to dance..I want to travel. Not being stuck in this bed and do nothing.

I feel my stomach hurting again but I can't stand alone cause I feel too weak. I touch that red button and in some seconds a nurse is near me. She automatically understands and with her help I reach the toilet.

I throw up again and I feel dizzy..The nurse helps me go back to my bed and she leaves.

Isnt it sad? I am just sitting and I have to have someone help me with even going to the toilet. I don't want this life.

I look the sky outside of the window...clear blue. It reminds me of life. Every night it becomes dark but every morning the light comes back...after every sad situation there is always the solution...our light.

My light is Martinus. He can make me smile even in my toughest situations.

He is that person that gets in your life in magical way and you just can't understand how you could live before without him. I smile while I am thinking this and I suddenly feel a tap on my shoulder.

I turn and I see my mum. I quickly wrap my hands aroynd her neck and she comes closer doing the same.

Having my mum in my arms making me emotional.

I remember us being in the exactly same place two years ago when I was about to have my surgery.

I wasn't anxious cause I just wanted to get out of here. It didn't last for too long tho.

She is my hero. I just hope every single one person see his mother like I do. She goes back and smiles at me

-We got this baby..right?

-Mum...I dont really know what is happening. They keep searching this. I just feel worse every day. I keep throwing up..

-I know baby...I was here yesterday too and I talked with your doctor. But we all believe that everything will be okay... we have already got through this

-I know...I just dont know if I can do this again

-You can...WE CAN

-I love you mum

-I love you too baby...ohh and now that I said love...I saw you yesterday..

-You saw me where?

-I saw you yesterday here with Martinus...In the bed

She said and she smiled

-ohhh

-yeah...and you are really cute together. I am so happy that you found a so nice boy and he stands by you on these times

-Ohh mum you can't understand how nice he is..

-I see it Alina...I see it and it's the best for a mun to see her daughter happy with a nice guy

That moment I see two cute faces in the "door".

First is Martinus and then Marcus follows him. When Martinus sees that my mum is here he stops

-ohh sorry we didn't know that you are not alone...we will wait outside

-no no boys come in...I will go to buy some coffee cause I really need it. Thank u so much for being here for Alina. It's good to see that she has good friends..and more of this

While she says this I can see that Martinus blush a bit. My mum smiles at everyone and then she leaves.

Martinus quickly come and hug me. He kiss me but we break the kiss when we hear Marcus