Phil was lying on the sofa, WITH LUKE ON TOP OF HIM. THEY WERE KISSING! I ran upstairs and started sobbing. I dont think they even heard me come in, because of the loud music. But phil did. The music stopped and I heard Phil swear. "Did Dan just come in? I thought I saw something." I hid in our room. "Er I dont think so. Come on let's just carry on, I was enjoying that." I heard Luke's stupid voice. I was going to be sick.
I cant kiss Phil anymore, now that his lips are contaminated with Luke's. I dont even want to. I thought Phil was good. I thought he was mine. I thought he loved me. But I was wrong. This was the problem. This was what caused him to cry. I knew it all now. I was so sad. Phil told me he would never be with anyone else but me. I wanted to clear that image out, but I couldnt. Phil looked like he was having a good time. He wasn't sad. He wasn't crying. I was.
No one cared about me anymore. Not even Phil. He didnt even come looking for me. It was 5 now. I looked at the ring. I wanted to rub away the letters of 'phan' and write the stupid word 'Lukil' my mind was throbbing. Everyone hated me. I was the reason for sadness. I could just stop it altogether and make everyone happy.
I put the ring on the bedside table. I didnt even bother writing a note. I looked around and found a penknife in my rucksack. I didnt know why I needed it but now I knew. It was time.
Authors note
Omg guys! Ok I found out that this is sadder than it was going to be but thats that. Dont be mad at me! (Btw I hate Lukil, just do you know.)
Thanks for reading! Xx
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