Song of the Chapter- Old Money by Lana Del Rey
Allison-
i felt as time slowed by each breath I took. I felt as everything i tried building has come crashing down at this very second. At that moment I had a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach, like when you're swimming and you want to put your feet down on something solid, but the water's deeper than you think and there's nothing there. i felt as if I can no longer tell the difference between nightmares and reality. Hiding from the monsters no longer worked,because the monsters weren't under my bed, they were here
I tried blinking my eyes trying to make sure this wasn't some messed up dream, but every time i opened my eyes i just saw him, Noah. My heart beated erratically in my chest, almost causing a painful sensation in my body. My mind tried processing what i was seeing. The way his eyes burned on to us with such hatred and he held a gun to my chest with no hesitation.
I felt the grip of Harry's hand grip grow tighter with every agonizing second that passed. i tried forming a proper sentence or response but it was almost impossible for me at the time.
"Well isn't this a pleasant surprise, Ally." The way my name rolled off his tongue practically gave my chills as I tried not showing my fear that i clearly felt.
"Leave," Harry's voice sounded firm with every word he said. Noah's burning gaze snapped to Harry so fast, that i thought his neck would break. His gaze then went back to me.
"We had a deal Ally, and since you didn't go through with the deal....," The gun that was once pointed at me was now moved to Harry's head.
"I'll just have to go through my part of the deal," He says. His finger pulled down the safety of the gun making a clicking sound. i couldn't stop the tears that managed to strain from my eyes as i watched this.
I look over to Harry, his face is with no emotion, his eyes are watching mine. His eyes showed no fear of the oblivion that sure will come.
"Noah, please. Don't do this." my voice sounded weak as i tried to compose myself. He started laughed. The bastard started to fucking laugh before he looked at me.
"Want this to be over? Then you come home with me." he says, his voice much gentler and comforting but not enough for me to think otherwise.
"There is no home left for me, Noah." I whispered.
"If you want this to be over, you need to come with me." His grip my arm, puling me into his chest, my other hand still held by Harry.
"she's not going anywhere with you." I hear Harry say. He pulls my hand and pulls me back to him, i feel like we're playing some sort of twisted game of tug of war.
"If she doesn't come with me, I'll shoot her right in front of you." Noah says. My fear suddenly slips away as i take i brave step towards the man with the gun.
"Shoot me," I say, my words shocking both of them.
"Shoot me, I'm not scared of you or death anymore" My words are strong clear, pleasantly surprising myself that I didn't show any weakness to him.
"Shoot me," I repeated, he had an impassive expressing as his finger moved towards the trigger. I'm ready.
I remember when i was younger My mother always used to tell me: 'If you can't find something to live for, you find something to die for', and thats exactly what I'm doing. If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got after living like shit the last 3 years. I guess the bright side of this situation is that i get to die on my feet than to be living on my knees.
The sound of the gun clicking can be heard and I open my eyes to actually see a tear slip from Noah's eye as he lowers his gun slightly. He raises it up again, aiming at my heart .
Time seemed to slow as everything went by in nano seconds. The sound of a gunshot can be heard as pain spread through my body. I felt myself collapsing on to the ruff carpeted floor. I fear a single tear slip on to my cheek as I hear familiar voices yelling until they stop and another gunshot is heard. I start to feel a state of dizziness as the thud of another body collapsed next to mine before everything went black and I slowly started to slip away.
(This is so short I know I know but at least I updated. The story is coming to an end plus an epilogue and MAYBE I'll write I'll another story, one that's better planned out than this lol. But yeah don't forget to comment and vote and I'll see you guys next time (omg I sounded like a YouTuber lol byeeeeee)
