Forgive

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

Waking up the next morning, I am in bed alone. I look over to the playpen and see that Charlie is gone. I get up and dressed and head out to the main room in search for my husband and son. I walk into the main room and I see Happy sitting on one of the couches feeding Charlie. I walk over to the bar and the prospect gives me a cup of coffee. "Thanks." I say before walking over and sitting on the couch next to Happy. "Morning baby." he says. "Morning." I say. "How are you feeling?" He asks. "Okay I guess. Still worried but I think with everyone else knowing it might not be so bad." I tell him. "Good. You know I won't cheat again right?" he asks. "I hope not." I tell him. He kisses me softly and I hear Charlie cooing. I look at him and cress his little face. I look back at Happy and he's smiling. "I love you little girl." he tells me. "I love you giant." I tell him. I lay my head on his shoulder and just look down at our son, my hand instinctively going to my stomach. "Everything will be fine." he tells me and I can only hope he's right.

A little later, I am sitting on the picnic table outside holding Charlie. Venus walks over and says "Why don't you let me take Charlie to the sitter. We're having a party tonight and you need to relax a little." Venus tells me and I nod. Happy is working in the garage and I see a car pull up. Venus takes Charlie from me and is holding him when I see a woman get out. "Are you fucking kidding me?" I ask. "What?" Venus asks. "Nothing." I say before asking Brooke to take Charlie inside. Venus looks at me and my hand goes back to my stomach. I watch her walk over to Happy and as soon as she puts her hand on his back she says "Hey Happy." He stands up and backs away. "What the fuck are you doing here?" He asks. "Some of the Tacoma guys said you were in Charming now so I thought I'd come down here and see you. See if we can hook something up again." she says. "Fuck that. Get the fuck out of here." he says. "What's the matter baby?" she asks, still trying to push up on him. "Back the fuck off." I hear him yell. Finally having enough, I walk over and step next to Happy and say "I believe he said to leave him alone." She looks at me and asks "Who the fuck are you?" Happy steps in front of me and says "My wife. Now get the fuck out of here and don't come back." he tells her. "Thought you left that bitch?" she asks. I grab Happy's gun and put it in her face. "Back the fuck off before I blow your Goddamn brains out." I tell her. Happy reaches and gently takes the gun from my hand and the whore says "You're fucking crazy." Happy puts the gun back in her face and says "I won't let her kill you but I fucking will." he tells her. She backs away and as soon as Tig walks up and gets her to her car, Happy goes to pull me to him and I pull away. "Don't." I say and walk away.

I walk into the clubhouse and get Charlie from Brooke. "Are you okay?" Brooke asks and I shake my head no before walking back to the dorm with my son. Walking in, I walk to the bed and sit against the headboard, holding Charlie against me, I start to sob. I hear the door open but I don't look up. The bed dips down and I feel Happy pull me to him. He doesn't say anything but I hold Charlie closer and start to sob harder. "I got you baby." He says softly. I snuggle closer to him as I sob and he kisses the top of my head. "I don't want anyone but you baby. Please believe me." he tells me. I get myself together a little more and say "I want to believe you Happy. I really do." I tell him. "I love you so fucking much Raven. I told you I wouldn't fuck up again and I won't. I didn't know she was gonna show up." he tells me. "I know Happy." I say. I pull away from him and he just looks at men. I move to lay Charlie's sleeping form in the play pen and move back to the bed with Happy. He moves to lay lay down, having taken his boots off and his kutte. "Come here." Happy says. I move into his arms and he kisses me softly. I kiss him back and he deepens the kiss just a little and before I know it, the kiss becomes more hungry and I move to straddle him. Sitting up to kiss me again, he whispers "Gotta be quiet baby." I kiss him again but this time it's slow and passionate. He pulls my shirt over my head before he unclasps my bra and tosses it to the side too. I pull his over his head and toss it to the floor. I stand and take my shorts and panties off and he starts taking off his jeans and boxers. I move back to straddle him and lower myself onto his hard member. We both moan into the kiss at the sensation. I move up and down slowly and he kisses me the entire time, both of us moaning until we find our release together.

I move off of Happy and we lay down together. "I love you Raven. I mean it. I love you so fucking much." he says. I look up at him and say "I love you too Happy. Just when I saw her get out of that car, it all came back. It was like it was all happening all over again." I tell him. "There's a difference this time." he says. "What's that?" I ask as I snuggle into thim. Kissing the top of my head he says "I'm not being stupid this time." I look up at him and he says "I won't be stupid this time." I lean up and kiss him softly and we spend the next little bit, laying together, still naked, just being together.