Just let me love you (a jikook fanfiction) Mature content

Chapter 3. First day nerves

Monday came around quickly, Jungkook had been in Seoul for 5 days now and had begun to relax a little, his cousin Namjoon was proving to be a great host and room mate and his best friend Jin had made him laugh so much that he was actually finding himself looking forward to starting a new adventure.  

Jin and Namjoon were both older students at the performing arts school and reassured Jungkook that they would orientate him to the building, but unfortunately their schedules would be much different as Jin was taking acting classes over on another campus and Namjoon was exploring creative writing, poetry and rap music.  

Jungkook was hoping that his 2 allies would be there for his first day and felt the gnawing clench of anxiety scraping once more at his gut, "You not eating Jungkook?" asked Namjoon as he shovelled the cereal into his mouth.  The question snapped Jungkook out of his own thoughts as he picked up a dry roll and attempted to take a bite.  "I'm feeling the nerves I guess" stammered Jungkook, "new kid at school nerves, like i'm 5 years old all over again".  

Namjoon playfully ruffled his hair, " Don't worry kookie,  I'll introduce you to some good guys, and when they see you sing and perform those panties will be dropping from here to Busan in no time".  Jungkook flinched a little at Namjoon's 'panty pun' and wondered if he woud ever be close enough to his cousin to open up properly about his sexuality, his thoughts went back to the boy on the roof who he'd had many dreams and thoughts about since that night, he'd been back to his window each night to try and see him, but alas he hadn't been there leaving Jungkook disappointed and the mystery of the beautiful boy remained.  

The prestigious performing arts school was made up of several campus buildings, each one state of the art, modern and packed full of Koreas most promising future talent.  Jungkook felt small and vulnerable, he didn't feel like he was good at anything at this moment and slumped his shoulders with his eyes averted to the ground. 

 Jungkook was a good height, slim build and athletic looking, he noticed some girls looking at him and whispering behind their hand before they giggled and ran off which he found more annoying than flattering.  Led by the arm by Namjoon and jin, Jungkook was enrolled, had his schedule and a campus map and was told his first class would be modern dance.  Jungkook enjoyed street dance and was good at picking up choreography, so he was looking forward to seeing what these 'super students' might have him doing.  

Namjoon showed Jungkook to his first class and introduced him to a good friend of his Jung Ho-Seok, or Hobi as he liked to be known.  Jungkook felt immediately at ease with Hobi, he was warm like sunshine he thought and started to introduce Jungkook proudly to the class.  "Its only a small group so we get more interactive time with the teacher and with each other, we work on a piece and perform it and today is Jimin's turn", Hobi was looking around for someone as he said this, as the teachers voice cut through their chat "Where is Park Jimin? Anyone?, it's his performance piece today isn't it?", she questioned the class. 

 A loud clattering noise was heard making all heads turn to the back of the dance studio, in fell a blonde haired boy who was out of breath and flushed from running "Im so sorry professor" the boy said bowing, I was up all night practicing so I wouldn't mess up and I slept through my first alarm", he was obviously flustered and Jungkook couldn't help but get a sense that he'd met the boy before, he had a Busan accent, perhaps he had seen him at home, but he was sure he would remember such a pretty face if he had. 

 "That's Jimin" said Hobi next to him pulling him from his thoughts, "don't let the flustered exterior fool you, he's amazing".  Hobi was gushing as he spoke about jimin and Jungkook wondered if they were an item, Jimin was cute, small with attractive features and really nice lips, he looked away quickly as jimin turned to them waving to Hobi then rushing to the front of the dance studio to set up.  

Jimin began to remove his clothes at the front of the class and caught Jungkook's eye as he was unbuttoning his shirt, his eyes were beautiful Jungkook thought and looked away before he could see the semblance of a smile forming on Jimin's face.  "what is your piece jimin?" asked the professor,  "It's something I was inspired to work on quite recently, it's a contemporary dance piece and I hope you all enjoy". 

 Jimin addressed the class and gave a small polite bow, Jungkook thought how soft and sweet Jimin sounded and how attractive he looked in black shorts with a silk shirt open to show his abdominal muscles, he had a real dancers physique and Jungkook felt like Jimin knew he was watching him as he shifted nervously on the floor. 

 As the soft melancholy music began to fill the studio, Jimin began to move his body to the music creating shapes with feeling and grace.  Jungkooks heart began to race as he realised at once that Jimin was the boy from the rooftop, he hadn't been close enough to see his facial features when he first saw him, but this was him and his movements were causing Jungkook to breathe heavily as he felt his cheeks flushing. 

 Jungkook was mesmerised by Jimin's performance, he was beautiful, magical, perfect he thought as he wondered what it would feel like to touch those abs or to slide his hands along those muscular legs.  The music stopped as the group stood clapping and cheering loudly, Jungkook had been dragged out of his fantasy and suddenly felt naked in a room of crowded people, he felt ruffled by what he had just seen but had no time to compose himself before Hobi dragged him by his hand to where Jimin was rubbing the glistening sweat from his torso whilst catching his breath.