~Unknown Feelings~ {Randy}

~Trieze~

*andys pov*

It all came out of my mouth so quick. Everything was different now. Now he knows how I feel and I'm terrified of what's he's gonna say. I looked up into his eyes which gave me no hint of his feelings or his emotions.

Rye:"Andy, I didn't know you felt that way about me at all."

Andy:"Well I tried my hardest to keep it a secret."

Rye:"For how long?"

Andy:"Seven months or so."

I said it like it was no big deal even though I knew it is. Rye sighed and looked up into my eyes.

Rye:"Andy you could have talked to me."

Andy:"I know I was just scared."

Rye:"You don't need to be scared to talk to me about stuff. I'll never turn you away or criticize you."

I slightly blushed and looked away. I never knew Rye had this much of an effect on me.

Andy:"Ok I said how I feel now it's your turn."

I regretted saying that almost immediately after it had left my mouth. Rye sighed and nodded. Without thinking I leaned my head onto Rye's shoulder and he continued to mess with my hair. 

Rye:"When I left earlier, I went for a walk and found a sunflower field. I did a lot of thinking there and I think I've found out how I feel. Andy, I do love and care about you a lot but I don't feel the same about you as you do me. I mean one day in the future we can try and be a thing but I'm just still in shock from everything you told me earlier. Being gay is a big secret in itself and then finding out you like me on top of that, it's just wow. It's a lot to take in. I do agree with what you said about nothing changing and I do agree. Nothing should change. I still want you as my best mate. I can't imagine my life without you Andrew."

I felt my heart drop I didn't know what to say or do. I thought about getting up and walking away but we were sitting in my room so where would I even go?

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ok so @corbynthebest please don't kill me. Hehe oops

Imma go hide now.

//see you on the flip side\\

~Brea<3