~Unknown Feelings~ {Randy}

~Onze~

*Andy's POV*

I kept replaying the moments in the kitchen in my mind over and over again. It had all happened so fast but so slow at the same time. I sat on the edge of Mikey's bed my elbows on my knees and my head in my hands. Mikey sat next to me rubbing circles on my back trying to comfort me. Key word trying. It wasn't doing anything but making my anxiety about the situation worse.

Mikey:"Rye is understanding. This will all be ok."
Andy:"No! This won't be ok! What if I ruined the band?"

I picked my head up from my hands and looked at Mikey as tears slowly continued to fall down to my tear stained cheeks. Mikey looked at me and sighed taking his thumb and wiping way the tears as they fell. 

Mikey:"Andy, that won't happen. Just calm down, ok? Based on the way Rye looks at you and talks to you I think you've got a pretty good chance of him liking you too."

I knew that wasn't true but deep down inside me I felt hope. A stupid four letter word that ruins so many things in life. 

Mikey:"Are you gonna talk to him about how you feel?"
Andy:"I feel like he's catching on but yeah, I'll talk to him."
Mikey:"Good, I'm proud of you."

Andy:"Thank you Mike."

Mikey smiled and pulled me into a hug squeezing me tight before kicking me out of his room. I slowly walked down the hall to Rye's room and knocked. When I got no response I yelled his name and still got no responses. I ignored my gut feeling saying just leave it. He's probably just in there ignoring you. I opened the door and when I didn't see him in there I started to panic even more. I checked every room upstairs and then ran downstairs doing the same thing. I walked into the last room downstairs which was the kitchen when he wasn't in there I did the only thing I could think to do at this point. Call him. I mean yeah he'd probably ignore my call but at least he'd knowing I'm putting in an effort to talk to him. I dialed his number and waited but it wasn't long before I saw his phone sitting across the counter from me which sent e into a slightly bigger panic. I ran through the hallway to Robbie's room and threw the door open. Robbie looked at me and sighed before continuing to edit a vlog. 

Robbie:"He's not here Andy."
Andy:"Why would he leave his phone?"
Robbie:"He's got a lot on his mind."
Andy:"Did he say where he was going or how long until he gets back?"
Robbie:"He said he was going on a walk and that's all I know. Just calm down Andy he's fine."

I nodded and walked out of Robbie's room and into the sitting room. I'd just have to sit here and wait for Rye to get back. It had honestly felt like forever before I head the kitchen door open and Rye walk into the house.

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Nothing wrong with a longer chapter right?

Hope you liked ittttt.

//see you on the flip side\\

~Brea<3