~Unknown Feelings~ {Randy}

~Vingt~

*Rye's POV*

Confused, shocked, mad, sad, that's just a few of the things I am. I couldn't believe what just happened. I've never seen or heard Andy as hurt as he was just moments ago. I'm feelings so many things and I don't know what to do. 

I'm confused at my feelings for Andy. I keep telling myself that I don't like Andy, he's just my best friend, but in the back of my head and deep in my heart I feel like that's a lie.  It's like I'm in a battle with myself about my true feelings for Andy.

I'm shocked at the way Andy talked to me and what he told me. I've never seen him like that before. He looked more than hurt, and that hurt me just as bad if not worse.

I'm mad at myself for making Andy feel that way. I'm mad at myself for taking things too far. I'm mad at myself for the fact that I teased him and messed with his feelings. 

And then, I'm sad. Sad that Andy feels the way he does; that I made him feel that way. I'm also sad because I can't figure out how I feel, how I TRULY feel about Andy.

I took a deep breath and silently walked back into the studio with my head hung low. I went and sat on the sofa and could feel everyone's eyes on me as I pulled my phone out of my pocket. I looked up from my phone to the guys and they all had confused expressions on their face, well, all of them except Andy. He was just sitting in his chair acting like nothing happened. He was just sitting there helping Blair sort out lyrics for a new song. It astounds me the way Andy's able to act like nothing happened moments before. That's when Brooklyn being Brooklyn decided to make a whole big deal about the whole thing. All he did though was open his mouth.

Brooklyn:"Oh no, did Randy break up? Is Randy having an argument?"

I don't know what happened inside of me but something became unglued and I snapped. I then began yelling at Brooklyn.

Rye:"Brooklyn, just shut up!!"

I screamed from across the room. His face dropped it's smile immediately and despite him not being that small, it was as if he shrunk into a scared little child in those moments. He knew by my demeanor that I wasn't in the mood to be pushed around but, noooo, surprise that didn't stop Brook from teasing me. Why? Who knows, but it was surely and slowly pushing me over the edge.

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kind of a filler chapter to get you some insight on rye's feelings.

hehe just wait 4 more chapters and y'all are gonna love me then prolly hate me oop.

//see you on the flip side\\

~brea<3