Spider-Man/Avengers One Shots

Song of Sadness

*Song is above^ play at cue👍🏻*

Peter wasn't having the best of days he fell asleep in class and now has to do extra homework to make up for his 'insolence'. To add on to that flash wouldn't leave him alone all day giving him a beating before he went home. So when peter walked out of school to the car he didn't say a word to happy, he just kept his headphones in listening to music.

Once peter arrived at the tower he ignored happy again and went straight into the elevator, when he walked out into the room he was hit with greetings from the avengers. Peter turned away from all of them and went right to his room ignoring everyone's concerning remarks. He started his homework still blasting his music in his ears, next thing he knew it was 6pm and tony was yelling for peter to come to dinner.

Peter went down to the common still with his headphones in. "Peter you know there's no electronics at the dinner table, that goes for the headphones too." Tony said sounding fatherly. Peter ignored him grabbed the plate of food and went to his room not listening to his fathers yells at him to 'get back here'. Once he ate his dinner, Peter finished his homework and went to bed. With the day peter had, he needed to sleep early.

"Peter your young, you don't understand how the world works."
"With great power comes great responsibility"
"I don't wanna go"
"I'm sorry"

No! Peter woke up with a jolt, panting from the nightmare he just woke from. Only one thing could calm peter right now, that was to sing. "Friday is there a piano in the tower?" He asked. "Yes sir, two floors down. Would you like me to lead you there?" "No fri, I got it." Peter went down the two floors and looked around until he saw the piano sitting in a room in front of a beautiful city scene. Peter sat down at the piano and started singing.

*Start song now*

I'm jealous of the rain
It's falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hand has been
Jealous of the rain

I'm jealous of the wind
That's ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
Oh i'm jealous of the wind

I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you
When you left me
There's nothing to forgive

But I always thought you'd come back tell me
All you found was heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say I'm jealous of the way
Your happy without me

I'm jealous of the night
That I don't spend with you
I'm wondering who you lay next to
Oh I'm jealous of the night

I'm jealous of the love
Love that wasn't here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh I'm jealous of the love

I wished you the best of all this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive

But I always thought you'd come back Tell me
All you found was heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say I'm jealous of the way
Your happy without me

As I sing
in the sand
Watch you slip
Through my hands
Oh as I die another day
Cause all I do is cry behind a smile

I wished you the best of all this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back tell me
All you found was heartbreak and misery

It's hard for me to say
I'm jealous of the way
Your happy without me

It's hard for me to say
I'm jealous of the way
Your happy without me

The avengers stood silently as peter finished the song. They all thought his singing was beautiful angelic even. Peter though slammed his hands into the keys putting his head in his hands, the avengers watched on with concern and worry. Wondering if there was anything they could do for the now sobbing boy sitting at the piano in front of them, clearly in distress.

"Dio! che sciocco che sono! perchè sono qui? continuo a fare così tanti errori! stupido! stupido, stupido, stupido!" (God! im so stupid! why am i even here? i keep making so many mistakes! stupid! stupid, stupid, stupid!)
Peter started pacing now, grabbing at his hair. Growing even more angry and distressed.

"Dio! Sono così debole! non c'è da meravigliarsi se i miei genitori mi hanno lasciato. non c'è da meravigliarsi che la zia May e lo zio ben siano morti. non c'è da stupirsi che tutti mi lascino!" (god! im so weak! no wonder my parents left me. no wonder aunt may and uncle ben are dead. no wonder everyone leaves me!) peter was starting to scare the avengers.

Peter started hyperventilating and at this point he needed to calm down so he slid down the glass wall sobbing into his hands. Bringing his knees up wrapping his arms around them, he finally looked up and saw the avengers in the door way. "Wha- how much did you guys see?" Peter asked standing up wiping his tears. "Since you started singing" Steve quietly answered.

"Peter, are you ok?" Tony asked. Peter knew he couldn't lie, he was totally exposed to all of them right now. "No? But I'll- I'll be ok? I mean I will, right? Even though I'm not now, I will eventually." Peter replied. The avengers were speechless at Peter's answer, not knowing what to do next. Peter just smiled and walked past them back to his room, back to sleep.

Peter wasn't ok right now, but he would be. Because tomorrow's another day, and there will always be tomorrow.

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Hey guys, I'm back! Anyways here's a singing fix. But what I wanted to say was, I'm open to requests! I'll probably only take a few like maybe 5-7 or so? So put those in! Anyways, pce mah dudez✌🏻