Only You Can Make Me Whole Again

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

Lexa's POV 

         It's been too long. Where is Clarke? She should be here by now. As I am leaving the showers, I think to myself where could she be. She was talking to her mom in the council room. 

           I pass the council room and there I see her mother with her head in her hands. "Where is Clarke? She was supposed to meet me after she talked to you."

            "I thought she was with you. She left fifteen minutes ago." Abby says.

             "Call Raven on the radio, I want her found now."  I storm out of the room. I check her bedroom and there is no sign of her. As I am racing now the halls Raven and Ryder join me. 

             Raven looks at me and says, "We have Miller and his boys looking. We will find her. You both went somewhere before the meeting. She looked alittle bit upset when you two arrived. Where did you go?"

            I didn't think she would go back they, but at the moment I have no other idea where she could be. As we start our way to the skybox I hear three gunshots go off. "No, this can't be happening" I take off running.

         I rush into the skybox and a boy on the floor crying, with a gun laying next to him. I look over and see a body with blonde hair laying there. No, dammit. Not again. Not Clarke. I fall to the floor and gather her in my arms. "What have you done?" 

          Ryder and Raven burst into the room.  "Ryder lock him up. Raven call Abby, now!" I look at Clarke, I feel her breathing and  there is no blood, so why isn't she waking up.  I can't lose her. 

         "Wake up, Clarke. Beja, wake up. Please come back to me. I can't lose you. Don't leave me" Just then Abby and Kane run in.

       "Let her go commander, I need to see the damage. Everyone out! Except Raven. I need an extra set of hands. That means you too Lexa." Abby says.

        I lean over and kiss her lips and look at Abby one more time. "Save her, please. She is everything."

          Abby looks at me as I am standing and grabs my hand and says, "She isn't going anywhere. I won't let her die."

          As I walk out the room, Nyko rushes in with his bag. I fall to the floor, I can't breathe. Nothing is right if she isn't beside me. I feel my chest exploding. The boy will pay. This I promise.

         I glance over and see them. They are working hard on her. She has stopped breathing, I can't do this. Will she be alright? She's so strong, but who survives three gunshot wounds to the chest. I hear Raven tell Abby to use the stick.

           Just as Miller and Monty come in with a stretcher I hear Abby call out, "She's back. We got her. Take her to medical. We can monitor her better there. I can also see if she has any internal bleeding."

        I follow them all back to medical. Just as they finish hooking her up to all these machines (that I have no idea what they do) Abby yells out again, "Fuck! She's not breathing again. I have to go in."

          I get up and start walking to the the jails. The boy will pay. I will kill him. Ryder follows me. He was there when I lost Costia. I won't survive losing Clarke. I stop dead in my tracks. The boy, Jasper, he's curled up in a ball sobbing. I hear him calling Maya over and over again.

           I stand him up. "I know why you did it, but know this. If she dies, you die." I hit him once in the stomach and calmly walk out the room.