i tried being nice, having friends, having relationships
i tried to hold a conversation and i tried to grow from past experiences; i tried to convince myself there is something waiting for me out there, expecting to make me
happy
i tried not to let the thoughts get to my head, pill after pill, i tried to convince myself i was worthy of some of the beauty that lies in random places that you just encounter
but life is meaningless and we're just a little part of it:
