you scare me you scare the shit out of me
it's been very, very long
first of all; why do i keep feeling more and more? I come back, i fall deeper
and then i come back
heal all the scratches from the rocks of the mountains
and i fall back
and the mountain keeps getting bigger
or the ground deeper maybe, how could i know?
if all i ever feel is the climb getting higher and harder and painful
i've forgot how the blue skies look when its mid afternoon
and how beautiful the pink skies are during the sunset
and how the sun felt burning every inch of my skin
or how shorts the walks during my day are
i want to feel it all, feel everything every second of the day
because this body is temporary; i am constantly changing and getting older and dying
a flower is born
it blooms
and then it has to die
we just do it slower
