"After all this time
I'm still into you"
That's all we've been doing for the past five years, gazing into each other's eyes whenever we pass-by or stealing those secret glances when no one is watching. Your pool of honey brown just a shade darker than mine staring into my soul just as I do to yours. We never smile or say anything just gaze into each other eyes talking with our souls. Sometimes I feel like running straight into your arms as I see you walking through that hallway. We just fill our hearts by seeing each other even if it's just for a moment each day and well for the days when I don't, I just search in my memories for a happy face of yours, it keeps my mind at calm. We just won't talk, yes we won't it's not that we don't want to, we just can't and when we used to talk it was about random things not about Us. Maybe that's what sacres us both the randomness of this- what we feel- cause we know we just can't admit it even if we want to. See this is what you do, open up a new part of me-a part even I didn't know existed- this part who knows how to play with words, you do that. Sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing, no I don't doubt us, cause I see it reflect in your eyes what my eyes always show for you and I know you see it too. But then I have these lines stuck in my head- "And I know in my heart you're not a constant star" and yet we are drawn to each other. I can't ever be away from you even though how hard I try cause you make me feel safe, make me feel like home, yes HOME. You're my home, my sunshine, my muse. I just wish you knew how I've been feeling for these past five years.............
