Remember the times, back when we just met each other. We were so young and naive. Remember how we used to fight back then on each and every small thing. Me trying to prove you wrong and you trying to prove yourself right. We always fought to make our point. I miss those days when we used to talk to each other so freely without any care of the world. We were so naive and unknown to all of the feelings- the feelings that somehow brought us here at this point of life where we can barely even say a simple hello.
I miss those days, it was so easy to talk to you before we were thrown into this hurricane of feelings and emotions. We were neighbours, became enemies then friends and then came a point where we could barely live a day without seeing each other, but now we are here we rarely talk or even see each other. I just know one thing though it being the fact that I'm hopelessly in love with you and by each passing day it gets difficult to cut through the day without seeing you. Even if we don't talk, I'm just content in knowing that you're here and you're safe. This small information is enough to make my day and keep me at ease.
I still don't understand how we came to this point in our lives where we can't or won't talk even when we are standing right in front of each other. Back in those times when we used to play with all of our friends, we used to be so happy and carefree. I know we both feel the same for each other, I see it in your eyes.
But from what I've heard and seen when people are in love or even like each other they try to spend more time with that person and that's not the case with us. Our situation is so different from what it normally seems to happen. Why is it so, I don't understand where we stand at this point. Sometimes it feels like this is because of the unsaid feelings we have and sometimes it feels as if I'm the only one who feels it and made it complicated.
It feels so strange to think about it, one day we both were happily chatting, sharing our lives and then suddenly, out of nowhere everything changed. It's not like we can't stand each other in fact we love to be in each others presence but we just won't talk. The last proper talk we had was a month or so long. We see each other almost every other day but we just won't talk. I don't know how to clear this distances. I need to stop this distances from creating differences among us.
