"The day we met,
Frozen I held my breath
Right from the start,
I knew that I found a home for my heart
Beats fast colours and promises,
How to be brave?
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall,
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubts suddenly goes away somehow.
One step closer
I've died everyday waiting for you,
Darling don't be afraid I've loved you
for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I'd find you
But time has brought your heart to me
And I've loved for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more"
The first time I ever saw you the song rang in my heart. My heart was beating a million miles per minute and all I could do was stare at you like it was only you that mattered and no one else. The moment our eyes connected and I saw your eyes for the first time- those dazzling browns and I knew that you were going to be the death of me. Trust me I have the same chocolate brown orbs but I've never liked them that much to be honest but yours were like these shiny and bright that I just couldn't look away.
Your eyes they held this kind of promise, a kind of security, a risk, a danger and so many more things......like how can they hold danger and security together? Risk and calmness together? You had this kind of aura around you and I was attracted to it like a moth attracted to a burning flame.
Still every time we make eye contact, that smoldering gaze of yours burns into my soul. It frightens me, excites me, makes me happy and giddy all at the same time for some unknown reason and I like it.
Whenever we see each other you always give me that crooked one sided smile of yours. That smile is meant for me and I know it cause you just smile like that only in front of me and no one else. It's a tight-lipped smile but tells me many things. Things like how you know I love you and how you know I know you love me too and it's enough more than enough.
We haven't talked about our feelings yet and I doubt we ever will but sometimes all these things we do aren't enough. Whenever there's a raging storm outside my window I feel like you should have been here to hold me or while seeing some couples outside having fun I wonder will we ever be like that. So many things I wanted to say to you face to face but I just can't and I know you can't either.
