My Feelings / Markle

s i x / he doesn't even care

{Farkle's POV}

"Fine, don't go. I don't care, not my hand getting hurt. I wish it hurts as much as how much you hurt me." Maya turned around and left

She then stops but didn't decide to turn around, "I do hate you. But I can't help but still love you. You ruined me Farkle, you made me fall in love with you. And I don't know how to stop. I hate you." And then she left

She loves me. She trusted me, but I broke her heart. How could I. I wish I didn't jump to conclusion.

[Flashback]

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I walked into class and tried to look for Maya, Riley, and Lucas. I saw a girl wearing my football jersey so I assume it's Maya. I walked up behind them and see a new boy. I just listened behind

"So, are you new here?" I hear Riley ask

"Yea. Just moved here. Maya, I know we just met but. Would you want to go to a restaurant near my house?" The boy asked Maya, "Like a date." He then quickly say

MAYA'S CHEATING ON ME?! I thought she loved me, but she's going on a date with that guy. If she wants to cheat on me, I'll cheat on her back! I stomp to my locker and see Kelly walk to me.

"Hey Farkle." Kelly stroke my arms

"Not now Kel-" I was about push her away but I had a plan, "Hey babe."

"You ditched me at Missy's party last time." Kelly started fake pouting and touching me

"How about I make it up to you?"

"How?" She asked and I pulled her to me and kissed her

I was really hoping Maya saw. If she doesn't care about me, I won't care about her. How dare she cheat on me. My hands were on her waist and her hand was around my neck. We pulled away and we smiled at each other. I quickly turned to look at Maya and yep, she saw it. And she was crying, I don't know why she was crying, she was the one cheating on me first. I didn't care and walked away holding hands.

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I was sitting with my football team and the cheerleader team today cause I didn't want to see Maya. I heard someone slam the cafeteria door open but I didn't care, probably just some messed up kid trying to get attention. Then I felt a hand grab my shirt and pull me close to them, and I saw Maya.

"Maya. What are you-" I was about to ask but she slapped me in the face

"What the-" I was honestly about to curse at her but she cut me off again by pushing me to a poll

"YOU THINK IT'S FUN PLAYING MY FEELINGS?! YOU THINK DATING ME JUST TO GET A NEW CAR IS FUN?!" She screamed at me but my eyes got big shocked at how she found out

"YOU WERE MY FIRST KISS! MY FIRST BOYFRIEND! MY FIRST DATE! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO STEAL THE MOST IMPORTANT MOMENTS OF MY LIFE JUST FOR A BET?!" She shouted even louder

"NOT ONLY THAT, YOU THINK IT'S OKAY TO CHEAT ON ME WITH HER?!" She pointed to Kelly who looked just as confused, "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE! I TRUSTED YOU! YOU WERE THE FIRST PERSON I TOLD ABOUT MY FEELINGS FOR LOVE! YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT! SO HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME! HOW DARE YOU PLAY MY FEELINGS AND PLAY MY HEART!"