𝙒𝙃𝙄𝙏𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙎𝙀𝙎 // 𝙁𝙄𝙇𝙇𝙄𝙀

f i v e

Millie's p.o.v

"Why do you smoke? You do know that it kills people right?" He asks

I roll my eyes "it's a metaphor" I mock "is that what I should answer?"

He grins and looks away nodding.

I take in his appearance, how his dark curls fall onto his Fair skin, how his freckles are placed perfectly almost like an artist flicked a paintbrush across his face

"Let me try" he says catching me by surprise.

"Try what?"

"Smoking"

"You know it kills people right" I say sarcastically. He jumps up and sits right next to me.

"Gimme that" he says reaching for the cigarette. I move it away from him. "Ask nicely!" I laugh and hand it to him.

He looks horrified as he takes a puff of the cigarette and immediately starts coughing.

"So elegant" I applaud

He looks like he's dying and I can't stop cracking up with laughter making witty comments and mocking him.

We talk and for half an hour before I remember I have to take my treatment.

"I need to go" I say. He looks at me surprised and confused.

I put out my cigarette and jump down from where I was sitting.

I start to walk to the door before looking over my shoulder one final time to find him looking at me. I smirk as I see him blush then look away.
This is gonna be fun.

~

When done with my treatment I turn on the tv but don't watch. Instead I open a tab on my phone and search up Finn

Wolfhard? Really? That's such a pornstar name

I find a band called calpurnia and as I am looking at the pictures I spot the raven-haired boy with a guitar and a smile on his face.

I decide to listen to one of their songs called city boy.

I end up having listened to all of their songs. I actually like them.

~ a week later ~

Finns p.o.v

My mom is visiting me today and I'm anxiously walking around my room. I'm not sure if she's going to show up. Last time she didn't because she couldn't handle seeing me like this. Bullshit.

But on another note I'm feeling quite okay, I guess. I've been writing new music and it's all coming to me right now.

She's supposed to get her in half an hour so I decide to sit down on my bed and make the time pass by writing songs.

2 hours passes by and she still haven't shown up. She was supposed to get here 1 and a half hour ago and I'm starting to wonder where she is.
I get up from my bed throwing my guitar a little to aggressively to the side letting out a cry

I bite my lip and lean my head back against the wall. tears were flowing full force down my cheeks, hot and salty. I bring my knees up to my chest, resting my head on my legs. Rocking forth and back.

Of course she's not gonna come! No one loves you Finn get it through your dense head!

I start sweating and force myself up to change the thermostat but stop when I notice it's set at 75°.

Why am I sweating?

~ Millie's p.o.v~

I walk down the hallway as I notice the door to Finns room is slightly open. I hear faint sobs and for a second I consider ignoring it and acting like I didn't hear nothing but decide against it. I'm better than that

Or at least I hope I am.

I open the door a little further and look inside only to find Finn in the corner of his room, rocking back and forth with his hands in his hair. He looks up. It looks like he had been crying or screaming.

He still didn't notice me as he got up and walked over to the thermostat. He looks at it and I study his face. He had definitely been crying. He looks confused as he stares at the thermostat for a couple of seconds.

I jump back in surprise when he hammers his hand into the wall making the nurses out in the hallway turn their heads. I signal to them that it's nothing as I get in the room and close the door.

"What the fuck!" He screams

"Language" i tease but he obviously don't think it's funny

He looks at me in confusion for a little while before finally asking me his question

"How much did you see?" He looks embarrassed as he turns around obviously to cover the fact that his eyes are totally bloodshot.

"A lot." I answer

"Great" he says sarcastically "I suppose you wanna know why I'm acting like a little bitch?"

"You mean why you're acting like a normal human being?"

He scoffs

"Well start at the beginning" I say

Took me a while but I had writers block so ye

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