"I can't do it anymore, Mr. Stark..." (suicidal Peter parker~FanFic❤)

"Just another school day"

Peters Pov~

I stepped off the bus and started heading off into the school. I got to my locker gathering my books and other items for the classes ahead of me.

I focused on getting my things, and that's when I heard a voice talking rather loud at me, I mentally groaned, "Yo, Penis Parker" I  sighed and turned to face him with literally no-confidence not caring what he did to me at this point. "what do you want?" I said, flinching when he shoved books into my hands causing me to drop the books I was holding, great drawing attention. "Do my homework and give it back to me on Monday," flash says angrily for whatever reason.

Right, it's Friday thank god. I slowly nod and he shoves me into the lockers before walking away with confidence as if he's proud. I bent down to pick up my books, I saw Ned in the crowd but knew he wouldn't do anything flash threatened him. with what? no idea, but that's what I gathered after he stopped talking to me, our friendship kinda dropped. The bell rang as I gathered my things and rushed off to class

(Time skip to lunch).

The bell rang dismissing class for lunch, I wasn't hungry so I sat at a table outside and did my and Flashs homework Mine from this morning and Flash's form whenever probably yesterday. My spidey-sense went off as I saw Flash, he walked over to me and looked me in the eyes "see you after school penis parker!" he chuckled walking away, I was dreading after school more than ever. I felt a pang in my chest, no I can't have the urge here I don- the bell went off once again.

(after school)

I got up after the bell rang, I rushed to my locker grabbing my things then heading out, I knew I couldn't hide or sneak away from flash soon he and his gang of friends or whatever came and beat the shit out of me, with the usual name-calling.

"worthless, Nerd, idiot, weak!" I was used to that but one thing that stood out particularly "Go kill yourself," he said before motioning for his "friends" to follow him. I let out a ragged breath and took out my phone and went to the camera to see my face. "good, no bruises or cuts." I mumble to myself. I walked home blasting the same depressing songs into my ears as I usually do.
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As soon as I walked inside I was greeted by F.R.I.D.A.Y., The AI informed me T-..Mr. Stark was in his lab so I went to my room, I shut and locked the door sliding down it, finally allowing myself to break down in silent cries.

I muffled my sobs with my hand, shakenly I stand and carefully walk over to my desk pulling out my razor, one of many in the drawer, most of them covered in dried blood I was too lazy to clean. I made a lock on the drawer to make sure Mr. Stark couldn't snoop and find out. 

I let tears roll down my cheeks as I went into the bathroom,  searching the cupboards for what I was looking for. Finally finding the pills I walked back out, I emptied my backpack and put the items inside. Pulling out my spiderman suit from under the bed, flicking on my web-shooters, I was uneasily calm even though I was full-on crying.

I felt wet tears rolling down my cheeks as I pulled on my mask swinging my backpack over my shoulder then slipping out the open window swinging towards my destination.

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Tonys Pov~

I watched the kid get onto the bus, something just feels so off.  bad things had happened to the kid that he didn't deserve, you couldn't help but feel bad for him. I was interrupted from my train of thought as F.R.I.D.A.Y Suggested I start my new schedule plan, I and peter made, so I could do "productive" things while he was at school. I chuckled at the old memory of the argument but I couldn't help but feel a nagging sense in the back of my head but brushed it off.

(le time skip)

Peter would be getting out of school soon might as well work in the lab till he gets home." F.R.D.A.Y. Tell peter I'm in the lab when he gets back" I said going back to working on my suit. "Sure thing boss" The Ai responded. I kept having that same something is wrong feeling but brushed it off again.

It was a half-hour later when F.R.D.A.Y. informed peter left the building through his window in his suit. the feeling came back worse this time, 'he's just going on patrol he's fine' "F.R.D.A.Y. why didn't you tell me peter came back?" I said confusion and concern laced in my voice.

"he said not to tell you, boss," The Ai stated 'why would he not want me to know he was home' now I was really getting worried. "F.R.I.D.A.Y pull up peters location from Karen," I say hiding the nervousness in my voice silently telling myself I'm just overreacting. "he seems to be on one of the tallest buildings, I believe he's in distress judging by his heart rate he seems to have many self-inflicted wounds," F.R.I.D.A.Y informed me.

Steve, a.k.a Captain America walked in to see my panicked face. "Tony? are you alright' he asked concern threading through his words, I couldn't say anything Nat walked in just as confused but judging by the look on my face, I couldn't stop them from following.

 Steves and Nat's eyes showed their concern, I nodded, they followed me as I called my suit and rushed to peter following the tracker embedded in his suit my eyes wide with panic. fear evidently covered my face as I flew, Nat and steve close behind. 

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