"I can't do it anymore, Mr. Stark..." (suicidal Peter parker~FanFic❤)

"I thought you were better?"

Peters POV

It's all an act it always is.

You pretend your fine but you never are.

You act, and smile

But the voices just don't go away do they?

They haunt you with memorys and sickness.

A tiring weight on your shoulders.

Forever lingering,

Your chest tightens and the air thins,

Room spining, chest heaving,

When will it all go away....

I was promised it would get better,

But it didn't, did it...

So here i am 3am writing from my heart,

For everything I couldn't do,

For everything I failed at.

I'm worthless,

Why couldn't you see that?

Now here I am 3am,

Standing on a building

Journal in hand ready, so ready to go to feel nothing,

But these words I write are true,

And just know there isn't a day where I hadn't loved you.

I'm Sorry-
Peter Parker~

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I sat there knowing there was nothing for me here anymore, I let myself slip unconcious, the feeling of wind as I was falling, slipping away.

!For anyone wondering this is the ending the alternet ending "bad" ending if you will.

So there will be no more updates to this book.!