"I can't do it anymore, Mr. Stark..." (suicidal Peter parker~FanFic❤)

"Like a wounded soldier.. who carries their battle scars."

🔺❗Trigger warning, y' know the drill by now read at your own risk!❗🔺

"hey...baby, wake up." I opened my eyes squirming "what are you doing sleeping in here, silly." her voice was calm and soothing as always. "I got'm tired mommy." I slurred "sleepyhead, still waking up?" she got a small nod in response. "well come on let's get some lunch!" she cheered happily making me giggle as she picked me up getting me out of the closet. she sat me down in a chair and started making lunch the house started shaking violently."Mommy!" I screeched scared. Dad ran in and was rambling about something to mom I was to busy sobbing my eyes out to hear. the shaking wouldn't stop. she held me close as we ran to the car quickly leaving,

"You're going to be good for your aunt and uncle right?" I nodded silently "Plwease down't go!" she sighed resting her hand on my small face. "I'm sorry baby ill be back, promise to be good Love you!" she quickly kissed my head saying bye to my aunt and uncle as they hurridly left while I was silently crying.

I shot awake tears threatening to fall from my eyes, memories I tried so hard to suppress, to forget, family, dying right before my eyes, being left without an explanation and never coming back. why sleep when that just brings back hurtful memories. I flipped the covers off of me and swung my legs over the bed letting my bare feet touch the cold wood floors, I stood to grab a folded blanket from right beside my bed for occasions like this. I quietly opened my door not wanting to wake the others and make them worried. 'haven't seen everyone in a while' I thought at least not since my "attempt" I shook my head clearing the memory. I made my way to the couch 'I can take care of myself.' I thought I placed my phone and blanket on the couch and went into the kitchen I made some tea and went to go sit back down.

I sat quietly sipping my tea with a blanket draped around me. I need to escape from my own dreaded thoughts however with nothing to do I was trapped within them. Memories and terrible thoughts filled my mind. I let out a shagged breath not expecting anyone to be awake.

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Natashas POV~

I opened my eyes when I heard the faintest creak of a door. I'm a light sleeper and it doesn't take much to wake me up, it really helps when there could be a possible danger. I sat up letting my eyes adjust. I swung my legs over the bed standing and making my way out of my room. I heard the silent noise of water boiling, pouring and stirring, I kept walking quietly to see who was there. I peeked around the corner to see peter slump on the couch starring at a wall with tea in his hands my face immediately softened. I knew he was having a terrible week but Tony had said to give him space after we found him on a roof ready to jump. I carefully made my way to the spiderling, "hey, Pete what are you doing up so early?" I asked coming around and sitting beside him. "d-did I  wake you?" he asked clearly nervous I made a reassuring smile "No buddy you didn't," I said, his tense shoulders seemed to relax. "you didn't answer my first question маленький паук." I said "couldn't sleep." he stated his eyes still not leaving the wall.

"маленький паук?" 

No response 

"Peter?"

No movement

"маленький паук hey, look at me," I said carefully and calmly.

he shifted his gaze from the wall to me turning his head I could see how tired he was the bruise-like bags under his eyes, the broken look that seemed to linger there. I didn't say anything I just took the cup of tea and sat is down before embracing him in a tight hug. He broke as sobs started wracking his body with a forcible shake I just held him tighter. "it's okay маленький паук you're ok." I repeated reassuringly into his ear. 

His sobs calmed into quiet sniffles I hesitantly let go "wanna talk?" I asked softly he shook his head "Ok that's fine how about a movie get your mind off it?" he nodded "Friday put on the star wars playlist." I asked grabbing some blankets, I put them on top of us both he seemed to just snuggle into to me. soon he was asleep cuddled into my side, happy to finally see him at peace I let myself drift off to sleep.

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Tonys Pov~

I woke to a bright light shining on my eyes, fricking sun I yawned, sitting up and stretching my way to stiff limbs. I got up and dressed before making my way to the living room, I heard the faint noise of the Tv going the sight I saw next made my heart melt, I saw Peter cuddled up into Natasha with a blanket draped over them both and a star wars movie still playing in the background. "Friday take a picture," I asked quietly "Already done sir,"  Friday said.

I turned to the kitchen to see clint there watching Natasha a peter amusedly. "she's got a soft spot for the kid." Clint suddenly stated. I walked into the kitchen "who wouldn't, I mean he's been through so much not to mention the mental health issues." Clint spun the stool around so he was facing me. "yeah, but now he has us to look out for him." Clint said, "he sure does." I smiled looking back to where the two were sleeping "he sure does." I muttered under my breath.

Hey, guys, I'm gonna wrap it up with one more chapter so stay tuned for that!

Thank you all for sticking with me! I love and appreciate you all. I will be making more books like this and other types as well. check out the other book I have it's depressing one-shots with spider-man aka peter parker. 

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