Book Buddies : Komahina fanfiction (danganronpa)

8. Surely the plan's flawless!

A few days passed and me and Hajime decided on some things to do as he visited my house. It would be done on Friday (which now is tomorrow) and we would watch some movies and play some of Hajime's games which he would bring with him.

The plan was:
-leave school
-go to Hajime's house and get his stuff
-return to my house
-have fun

I had forgotten that I had told myself about that I needed to tell Hajime about my feelings. It's better to tell him sooner rather than later. Right?

As the days passed by from when we met I started to grow more attached to Hajime. I don't want him leaving me alone again... it's lonely and hopeless. Hajime is full of hope! He must be! I can sense it! I needed to subtilely tell him about my feelings... well as subtilely as trash like me can handle.

I was at home so, I tore out a piece out of my notepad and got my pen. I started to construct a diary entry that I would somehow force him to read. The 'letter' was rewritten multiple times before I was happy with the outcome. The final letter read:

Dear Diary,

I have a problem.. I have feelings for a boy and don't know how exactly to tell him. Does he have the same feelings? I need to tell him before these feelings leave me..

I mean.. Hajime is so nice! I can't just leave him in an awkward way like that, y'know?

He's coming to my house in a few days so I'm going to tell him then!

Welp, wish me luck. Not as if I need it.

-Nagito Komeada

Looks convincing enough...

Next I had to think of how Hajime would be able to see the confession. I could just shove it into my jacket and put it somewhere and leave. Seems like a good idea. I prepared by putting the paper in a dark green hoodie which I liked wearing (Hajime knew that because he's seen me in it a few times) and by that time it was dark enough to sleep.

*BEEP BEEP* I heard my phone's alarm ring in my ears. I lazily got up from my warm bed and got dressed for school. The fact I had to confess today filled me with dread and excitement. I wanted to tell him so much! But... what if he doesn't understand me and my feelings? NO! I cannot think of this. I have to be confident with my thoughts! No escaping now!

I fed my dogs and left for school like any other day. I took out my phone and felt someone run into me "AHH! N-Nagito! I'm so sorry!" Hajime, of course it's him.. such an idiot sometimes. "It's fine Hajime! Are you ok?" I smiled as my voice was flooded with concern. "I think so. My arm is grazed a little bit nothing major!" He explained.

I laughed and we walked to the school together. I explained our plan to Hajime again : as my face was slowly turning red -  because I had remembered about my note for Hajime. He asked if I was ok and I brushed the question off like most of the others he usually asked when I thought like this. God Hajime can be confusing...

Jeez it's like half of his emotions don't line up correctly... says me... heh

We reached the school and like normal we left our separate ways. Such a shame Hajime is lacking an ultimate talent. I would love for him to have or get one. His hope would become FAR more clear that way! Anybody could be able too see it!

What if his talent was the Ultimate Hope? If it was I would have most likely picked up on it earlier... but what if?

"Hey!! Marshmallow head? Are you ok?" Asked a small purple haired boy from a class near mine. "Yes I'm sorry!" . "I can tell something's up with my Ultimate mind reader talent!" The small Ultimate Yelled. "Ok? Hey what's your na" . "Kokichi! Stop annoying that boy and one help me and Rantaro with this math!" A boy who wore a black hat yelled from a classroom, he was alongside a taller guy with green hair and a blonde girl. "Fiiiiine!" The boy yelled "only if you let me torchere this kid first!".

Another voice, which came from the green headed man, Yelled "Kokichi come on or we are NOT helping you with math again!". The small boy (who I assumed was Kokichi) ran back to his classroom like he was going to have a tantrum or yell at the two boys ,leaving me to walk to mine.

I could of easily picked up that kid and threw him across that room away from me. I might be expelled for that though so... no throwing small teenagers for now.

The rest of the day was normal. I met Hajime when we where allowed to leave classes and we eventually ended the school day.

Fuck.

I gotta keep my cool tonight!