CHANGES(rewriting)

Chapter 19//Survived

(Aileen's POV)

August 29th. Well.. I survived I suppose. What is wrong with me, God I tried to take my own fucking life! I wonder if Liam is here. Probably not. But who the hell found me? My parents were at work. Ugh my head. Where is the doctor when I need h-. Oh, speaking of.

"How are you feeling Aileen?" the doctor asks me. It's the same doctor as Liam's.

I fee like I'm riding on a unicorn with prince charming over a rainbow.

Oh, what would I do without sarcasm.

"I kinda feel like shit. But I guess that's normal since I tried to end my life"

"And you also just finished surgery so it's pretty normal to feel bad. Your parents and friends are here, do you want to see them?"

No, I want to sit in here alone.. *eyeroll*

"Yeah, can you let my parents in first?" I'll probably regret that since they will attack me with questions.

"Yes, just a moment" she says and walks out to get my parents. I have approximately 5 seconds before they co-. Annddd there they are.

They have been crying. I feel bad for doing this to them but I just... couldn't take it anymore. I've been on sleeping pills in almost a year now. Because of the nightmares I've been having about.. that night.

"Oh, my sweet little baby. How are you feeling?" my mother is still crying, almost sobbing.

"My head feels like it is about to explode, and my stomach hurt like hell. But other than that, I'm good" my father lets out a little chuckle, and my mother does the same.

"Okay honey, now that we know that you're okay we'll let your friends in. we'll talk about this when you feel better" my dad says. I hug my parents and my dad kisses me on my cheek.

"We'll let your friends in now"

"Yea thanks"

I don't think the whole squad will be here, but oh how am I wrong. Literally seconds and everyone walks through the door. Emily, Amelia, Jake, Tyler, James and even Liam. He's here. I didn't think that he would be here. Before I even know it, Jake runs over in my way and attacks me with the biggest hug in history. I kinda struggle to breath. He's definitely a hugger.

"Jake... Stomach.. OUCH!" I manage to say before he literally kills me. He backs off when he hears that I'm hurt.

"Oh, sorry I forgot..-" seconds of awkwardness before he continues.

"-WELL? HOW ARE YOU BISH?"

"Pretty shitty, how are you?" they all roll their eyes at me.

"No like seriously. How are you honey?" Emily says. She's worried. They all are. I've always been good at reading humans. I can just see through them. That reminded me of something Liam said; Aileen I've seen through you okay? My eyes slowly start to tear up again. Don't you dare eyes! Damn you eyes! Now they've noticed. Great.

"Hey hey hey! Are you okay? Does it hurt? Shall I call doc?" Liam asks while running up to me quickly.

"I'm fine, shit. Calm down" I say cold. I don't even know why I'm cold. And more over why the hell he is here. Literally hours ago, he pissed me off. He said stuff that he shouldn't have said. He fucked up. But am I mad? Geez I don't even know how I feel. God my head is going to kill me. For real this time. Haha. No? too soon to jokes?

"I- I'm sorry" he's nervous. He feels guilty. He shouldn't. it was not really his fault. It's just me who can't even keep up with my own shit.

Deep breath Aileen, you're about to do something you don't know how you feel about.

"Guys can I have a moment alone with.. uhm. Liam"

I can see from the corner of my eye, that his eyes are becoming wide of confusing. After nodding to me, the whole squad leaves the room so it's only me and Liam back. Awkward? Nooo... not. At. All. Notice the sarcasm fellas.

Here goes nothing..

"Look, we need to talk"

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OOHHH 'TALK'!

What do you think there is going to happen? How will the talk end out?

Find out what happens in the next chapter! OUT SOON//Only on Wattpad!!

-Unicorn Queen <3