(Aileen's POV)
Well that was.. something.. I can't really blame James, I did humiliate him in front of everyone, and after all he didn't really know that the question would hurt me. Well screw it, what's been done has been done.
The more time I spend around these people, the more secrets are spilled. Everyone already knows that I broke up with my ex and therefore are here. But only Liam and Emily knows what he did. And I'm almost 100 percent sure that Liam have figured out that he took my virginity when he raped me. I AM going to tell them all the whole story someday.. yeah.. someday. Let's just keep it low for now. I don't need them to find out any of my other big secrets. I'm so going to hell for this..
Hours has passed and I can't sleep. My thoughts haven't let me and it sure as hell doesn't help that I don't have any more sleeping pills. I have to get some tomorrow, hmm, maybe one of the guys would go with me? I'll just ask them in our group chat tomorrow. Thank God it's Saturday tomorrow. Finally, I feel sleep coming to me. Come to me baby...
His eyes are cold, it's like there's no more life in them. Just coldness. He walks towards me and grab both my wrists, before saying "nobody's perfect Princesa, everyone makes mistakes". He keeps on walking towards me until my back is touching the wall. I've never been scared of him before, especially not THIS scared. He's not the Andrew I know and love. Who is he? "Wh-what are you doing. Andrew are you on drugs? You freaking chea-" he shuts me up by placing one of his hands on my mouth. "Shh now Princesa. I'm in mood for some fun" he says with a big wicked smile. I try to scream through his hands but the he nearly slapped me, instead he just said "Oh don't worry, I'll make it feel like the first time, oh wait, it IS your first time" he the threw me onto the bed so hard that it hurt. I screamed. As loud as I could, but we lived in a very hid up, private, place so it was useless.
"AAAARRHHGGG" and with that I'm back to reality. It was just a nightmare. It felt so real; I'm in literal pain right now. Wait.. I take look under my quilt just to see blood. Damn period. Well that explains the extra hormone boost I got in my nightmare. Ugh where is the damn painkillers. Before I even get the chance to get up, my alarm rings. Ugh.My.Head! Wait. IT'S FREAKING SATURDAY; I DON'T HAVE AN ALARM FOR TODAY! And that's when I realize that it's my phone ringing. Okey I'll call whoever it is back after I get my damn painkillers.
I got the painkillers, a.k.a lifesavers, and got back up to my room to check my damn phone. Huh? Unknown? Well let's keep it that way then.
"Hey! Who want's to come with me to the super 'exciting' pharmacy?" I quickly hit send and then wait.
"Pass" literally everyone besides one write.
"I'm in. I'll be at yours in 20" Liam writes. Then I guess I'm going with Liam.. Okaaayyyy... That'll be fun. I hope.
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Short chapter again, I KNOW AND AM SORRY! But it's called writers block people :) I can assure you that the next few chapters will be long. Something is comming fellas, and belive me when i say, YOU'RE NOT READY!!
-Randoooooo <3
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Ficção AdolescenteXX Editing XX Aileen is that perfect little rich girl. That's at least what everyone thinks. She started in Seattle, then Toronto, then back in Seattle again. Nothing has changed, right? That's what she thought but oh how she was wrong. By meeting o...