~Rachel~
"Rachel"
"Rachel"
"Rachel"
"-Mom"
"Rachel, I love you"
"Mom?"
"But, I have to let you go, I'm sorry"
"No"
"NO!!!!"
"NO MOM- MOM PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME !!!!"
I then fall into the void."Aah!" I sit up, realizing that I'm in bed, next to Zack. I look out the window to see that it's still dark outside. Zack..., is snoozing quietly and sleepily.
"Maybe I should take a shower, "I thought. I slowly get off the bed, making sure not to wake up Zack. Walking over to the restroom, I close the door and start the water running. Stripping myself, letting the cold air attack my small body. Making me tense a little. I then jump in the shower. It made me feel much better. I cleaned my body from all the bloodstains on my body. I look at my wound and find it healing slowly, leaving a scar. To wake up alive and, especially, finding Zack worried about me was something I didn't really expect. I actually thought that I was dead and that he wouldn't care to help me, but he decided to help me, ... why?!
After showering, I put my bottom clothes back on, but I cover my top body with bandages. I decided to wash my clothes from all the blood and filth.
"I should probably clean Zack's sweater too," I say quietly as I get up, and walk to the room. I slowly get his sweater, that is on the floor, next to the bed. Then I walk back to the restroom. I get the bucket that I used for Zack incident and filled it with water. Then taking the time by cleaning and making sure I got all the filth off the cloths. It took me about a good 30 minutes to clean everything. I hung out clothes in the restroom, so they could dry.Realizing that the sun has come up, I look outside the door to find the sun hitting Zack's face. I walk over and used the nasty, old curtains to block the sun. I slowly was walking back til-
"How long have you been up?" I turn to see Zack sitting up, staring at me. His eyes fully opened and staring right at me.
"About an hour and thirty minutes, "I tell him.
"What did you do?" he asks.
"I cleaned up and washed our clothes"I explain.
"Hmmm" he then falls back, laying down.
"You okay?"I ask.
"No"
"Why?"
".........."
"Zack?"
"I'm hungry"
"When did you last eat?"
"............"
"2 days ago," he tells me.
"Where is the backpack?"I ask him.
"In the kitchen" I walk over to the kitchen, which is a hall down from the room. I find the backpack in the middle of the kitchen, full of blood on the bottom. I walk over to it and grab it. Then I walked backs to Zack and sat next to him. I then open the bag and grab a water bottle.
"Here, drink this for now"I hand him. He grabs it and starts gulping it down. "Not so fast" I warn him. I grab a pack of pocky and start eating a few before handing over to Zack. Once he got them, he got two at a time and stuffed them in his mouth.
"You're a messy eater," I say.
"SO WHAT!!!" he shouts, but you could see him embarrassed. Inside, I laugh but I didn't show with my body that I did.
"Why were you crying?" I hear.
"What?"
"Why were you crying, in your sleep?" he repeats. My eyes widen.
"Um..." he just looks straight into my eyes, with seriousness in himself.
"I don't want to talk about it"
"Ray-"
"Please don't, stop"
"Hey R-"
"JUST STOP, SHUT UP!!!!!!"
"RAY"
"I NEEDED TO KILL HIM!!!!" I yelled, realizing that I exploded without thinking. Zack's eyes widened, wondering what I meant.
"Ray..."
"I just need time" I quickly get up and run away.
"WAIT, RAY!!" I just run outside of the cabin and crying. Crying because I felt scared. I didn't want to be really known, who I am and what I have done.Running straight. Wouldn't stop. A few times I slipped because of how muddy it was. I kept on running the till I hit a stream. Realizing I was a few minutes away from the cabin. Possibly, around 8 minutes, not noticing how much I ran and felt like seconds.
"AHHHHH!!!!" I scream at the world. Hating everything, especially myself. I fall to the ground crying. Hitting the muddy floor over and over again.
"I'm so stupid if only if I wasn't born, my parents probably would have a better life!!!"I cry. I then start hitting my knees which were already bruised a little. I couldn't stop crying, I felt useless to the world. "Why can't I-I just be normal?!"I cry."RAY!!!" I turn to find Zack behind me. He was breathing heavily, probably ran after me. I could see that he was annoyed. He came closer to me and fell to the floor next to me. He grabbed my shoulders and.....
started shaking me.
"WHY THE HELL DID YOU RUN AWAY RAY?! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU SCARED ME!!!" I just blink as my tears keep on falling. I didn't know what to says...I couldn't think.
"I'm sorry Zack, I wasn't thinking, "I tell him. He just sighs. We just sit there, in silence.
"Tell me about your past," he says with no hesitation. I knew I had to come out.
"In the town, we met Eddie, I lived there with my parents. When I was 13, my dad lost his job and went insane. He was a police officer. During a raid from a Mafia, my dad decided to stay in our area of the neighborhood to protect us, but because of that, he lost his job. My dad then went insane because of all the drinking he did, he would come home and abuse my mom a lot. I then was able to learn how to aid someone in need" I smile a little. I know to be careful around Zack because of his addiction to killing.
" But then one day, he came with a knife in his hand. He went to my mom and stabbed her in the leg. Was going to continue by then fully killing her but then I killed him."I could feel my body in shock and my hands tighten.
"I knew where my dad hid his gun just in case of an emergency and I stole it. And on that day, I killed him. My mom had to clean up the mess because I was in shock. Felt like I was going to have a heart attack. Was throwing up here and there in the house. We were able to get rid of the body, but the next day my mom...""......."
"What happened..."
"Ray?" He gets closer and holds my hand. I couldn't breathe I could feel my body shaking, and wanted to throw up.
"My mom... s-she gave me away to Eboshi" I started crying again. I felt both my head and chest in pain.
Surprisingly,... Zack pulled me into a hug. I felt my body calm down. Regaining its warmth and my chest hurting, but not in a painful way, a pleasurable way.
"It's okay Ray. Thank you for telling me" he says as we pull away. We look into each other's eyes, feeling a connection.
"Now, I will return the favor by telling my past," he says as he smiles. Just from his smile, I felt cared for and loved.
Maybe, being with him isn't as bad as I thought it would be.
~End of Chapter 7~
Hey guys, sorry for taking so long. I will try to publish it again soon. It's just been really hard to write, hopefully, I have the time to post the best chapter. See you guys later and thank you for reading my story.
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