A/N- Hi guys, all I wanted to do is inform you guys is that I had planned to only use Zack POV only 2 times cause that's how it was planned from the beginning. I'm sorry if you wanted to read more of Zack POV. In my next stories I will make Zack the main character and add more of his POV's.
Zack's POV
It's been 2 weeks since Danny kidnapped Ray. TWO FUCKING WEEKS AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO DO SHIT THAT WILL HELP!!! At this very moment, I feel empty and all I want to do is kill.
"Fuck..." I grunt. I get off the bed and walk to the closet. I slid the door to find a sweater that Ray bought me when I received my first 1,000,000 yen. It was almost like my original sweater but was white/black instead. I immediately felt my heart drop and guilt tormented my body. I ignore it and grab the sweater that Gray had given to me. It's dark blue but has the words "KING" in big letters. As I put it on, I slowly walk out of the room and close the room.
It's 5 p.m. and Gray is trying his best to track Ray. As I walk outside, I find Ray's bike and I felt another shot of guilt hit my body. Immediately I walk away and head towards the local part of town. Along the way, I put on a mask to hide half of my face. Hopefully to find anyone who had seen that fucking four eyes freak anywhere with Ray.
Once I get there, people are either drinking after work or just crying over there dumb stupid life.
"Fuck, I'm the same as those fuckers," as I say that to myself, I continue to walk. Every now and then I will get drunk to get through the pain of missing Ray. I walk from store to store asking if they have seen Ray while showing a little photo of her that Gray had taken. It was constant "no" and "never seen her", I knew that I wouldn't have much success. By the time there were no more people wandering through this part of town, I decided to head back.
"Oh, Rachel's friend." I immediately turn to find Ray's boss.
"Oh, sir, how are you?" I ask knowing I can't be rude to him as I'm rude to Gray.
"Any luck on finding Ray?" I knew that he also missed Ray, who wouldn't.
"No..., sir"
"Hopefully God is keeping her safe,"
"Yeah," all I could do is cry with everyone else and hope to just see her, not harmed in any way, and we just continue with our basic lives.
"Would you like to come in and have some noodles?" I turn to face Ray's boss again and nod my head as I face him.
"Please, come in and let's talk," as he heads into his shop, I follow right behind him. He leads me to the bar stand but starts making noodles. I sit and relax my face on my hand.
"So, the person who took Rachel, you knew him...?",
"No, the person who knew him very well was old man Gray, so what basically happened is that he told me they have been friends for years, and I kinda trusted him but mainly ignored him. Not thinking any harm would come from him," as I explain, I stare off into space, not being able to directly look into his eyes. "Wait, why do I feel like I broke some type of promise..." I think to myself.
"How did you meet Rachel, if you don't mind me asking...?" the old man brought up.
"Uhhh, well at first I used her...-
"Which definition of use are you referring to young lad..."
"I had her help me get out of this place... that um... didn't allow us to be free,"
"So you each helped one another," he responds
"Basically, but I thought later I would leave her and we would both go our separate ways but at the end...we stayed together and I-I... I somewhat liked it,"
"You fell in love with her, but it's too hard for you to admit it...
"Tsk whatever... she probably wouldn't have accepted me, I am a monster after all," I respond knowing that Ray doesn't really accept me for who I am.
"Not in Rachel's eyes..." I turn back to Ray's boss and-
"You can tell by how highly she speaks of you and how much she cares for you, that's how much she loves you," as he says that, he gives me a bag that has a container of noodles and we both just stare at each other.
I feel many emotions that I never knew I fuckin had or would feel. It was like a shot of everything, starting with fucking sadness, loneliness, and guilt.
"Thank you for the food, sir. But I have to take my leave," I then left without turning back, as I stepped outside I couldn't help but feel hurt. In my hand was the bag with noodles and at this moment I didn't care to ever eat again, instead felt the urge to vomit.
"Fuck... I need to stop because she most likely would be better without me..." as I continue to walk, I feel different. I decide to head towards the dark-long ally's. "Fuck I don't need this right now, I don't need anyone or anything,"
"For years I was fucking fine on my own, I didn't need any of these bastards to help me instead everyone saw me like a fucking monster or some little snobby shitty kid who needed their fucking help but instead they would fucking use me for their own shitty problems,"
"I DON'T NEED ANYONE'S HELP!!!" I-I DON'T-" as I was talking, I begin to notice I am crying.
"Why...WHY...IS THIS MY PUNISHMENT... WELL THEN FUCK YOU, GOD, I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS-
"H-HEy dumbass, stop talking to your ghost buddy... oh, wait you're pro-probably to dumb to realize that he's not real or to tell the difference" I turn to find an old man with an empty bottle of beer, I then decide to ignore him and continue to walk.
"HEY B-BASTARD I'M TALKING TO YOU!!! ARE YOU DEAF OR SOME SHIT?!?!" he pushes me which causes me to drop my noodles. Anger shot up through my body so immediately, I tackle the drunk old grandpa and punch him. I begin to punch him again and again as I hold him against the wall. Blood covering his face and he was most likely going to be killed if I continue...
"KILL HIM KILL THIS FUCKING BASTARD NOW, NOBODY WILL MISS THIS FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!" my mind shouts, screams to the point where I might as well go insane. I grab his empty beer bottle and-
"GOODBYE ASSHOL-"
"ZACK!!!!!!!" I then hesitate
"Ray..."
"Why did you stop... KILL HIM NOW!!!!"
"ZACK"
"ZACK!!!!!"
"ray...Ray"
"FUCKING KILL HIM!!!!"
"ZACK!!!!!!"
"STOP IT!!!!" I instead punch the wall and then quickly walk away. I then began to run in case someone saw what I did. I just knew to run and not look back.
"FUCK!!!!" I say as I run. Once I reach the back of the church I fell due to my legs being useless. As I fall to the ground,knowing I'm useless. My face has met the floor, which was not nice at all.
"Instead of trying to fucking kill someone, I should be out there searching for her..." this once...
Just this once I will allow myself to cry. As I allow myself to cry, I sit up and face the river. I blick once and as I reopen... Ray is standing before me smiling.
"R-Ray... I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking useless, all I can do is kill and c-cry like a shitty baby...I'm such a fucking mess, fuck" as I continue to look at her, she just smiles and mouths 4 words that I knew.
"Heh, I guess that old man was right, huh Ray," I turn to her again and she just nods.
As I turn I know that Ray is waiting for me and it's my job to save Ray and kill that four-eyed dumbass. I run towards the church to see Gray outside, as he turns to me he smiles.
"Heh, let me guess," I say.
"Found their location," he says as he hands me my scythe.
"Alright, heheh LET'S GO KILL THAT SON OF A BITCH!!!!" we start heading to the garage where the vehicles are.
Don't worry Ray, I'm coming
~End of Chapter 13~
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