Gods Sinners

Chapter 11: New Life?

Ray's POV

I wake up to a warm feeling and the sun hitting me face. The first thing I see is... Zack. Holding me tight between his arms and laying his face into my chest...my chest....my face immediately started heating up! I decided to wake him up.

"Zack, wake up Zack!"I say as I shake him a little.
"10 more minutes," he says as he snuggles into my chest. I could feel my heart racing.
"ZACK WAKE UP!!"I panic.
"WTF RAY!!!!" he screams. But then he stops and realizes where he was and what he was doing.

"FUCK"

"May I ask why you were screaming Zack?"Grays asks.
"Don't care to tell," Zack says as he chews hard on his waffles. When we got to the kitchen I helped Gray make breakfast.
"How was the room, to your pleasing I hope?" he asks.
"Indeed it was, again thank you Gray, "I respond.
"Of course," he says as he sips his coffee. I then hear footsteps behind us and I turn to find Doctor Danny.
"Ah good morning everyone," Danny says.
"Good morning," I say. After I said that, he grinned weirdly. I decided to ignore it for now. Everyone time I see Danny, I then ask myself where have I seen him before.
"So Rachel, how old are you?"Danny asks me.
"18, "I respond.
"Wow so young!!" Danny responds.
"I see why Zack was fine with you, you two are close in age," Gray points out.
"Wait, how old are you Zack?," I ask.
"20," he says.
"Ah," I then continue eating. At the corner of my eye, I saw Danny staring at me. At this point I was somewhat annoyed.
"Thank you for the food," I say as I put my plate in the sink and then leave to my room. I sit on my bed trying to think why Danny is staring at me.
"Ray," I turn my head to see Zack.
"Oh hey, Zack,"
"I'm bored what should we do?!"
"I don't know,"
"Why are you making a dumb face?" I look at him and blink.
"What??"I question.
"You made a face like your fucking pist or something like that shit,"
"I'm just annoyed,"
"At least I now know that you make a mad face, besides crying,"
"Whatever,"
"Anyway, let's go find something to do," he says.
"Fine," I get up and follow. We go walk around the church and found a library.
"Can we stay in here for a bit, I want to find some books to keep me entertained,"
"Fine," Zack huffed. I walk in and go into the fiction section. I saw this book with a cover that had a crown and blood on it.
"Red queen, "I read out softly.
"Yo, Ray..." I turn and look at Zack to leaning against a bookshelf.
"Yes?" I respond.
"Is reading fun..." he mumbled. My eyes widen and I couldn't help but be surprised.
"HEY, I ASKED YOU A FUCKING QUESTION!!!" I then come back to my sense and look at him.
"Sorry, uh yes reading can be fun...," I tell him. For what had felt like minutes, hours, maybe a day... we stood there staring at each other.
"WOULD YA STOP SMILING FOR FUCK's SAKE?!?!" I jump and quickly go back to my stupid meh face.
"I'm sorry," I tell him.
"Let's go!!" he says impatiently. I get the book and follow behind him. As we're walking, I realized that Zack hadn't gone psycho when I smiled. I was going to open my mouth to say something but in the end I didn't just to be on the safe side.
"Hey Zack, how far is are destination to your "home"??"I asked him. Zack then stopped walking and turned to me.

"Well, at first I was going to go back to my moms, but at thought fuck it," my eyes then widen.
"So this whole time you didn't really have a plan or place for us to stay?!?!"
"When the fuck did I say I was going to fucking invite you?!" he screamed.
"You said that we were in this together and you would allow me to stay with you," I tell him.
"I ONLY SAID YOU CAN TAG ALONG TILL I GOT HOME, NOT FOR FUCKING FOREVER!!!" I then felt a huge shot of pain flow through me.
"Well then, I guess this is it..." I mumble. I then walk away and head for the door that leads to our room and grab my stuff.
"Ray... what are you doing?!" he asks.
"Doing as you said...I'm leaving since you're now HOME," I my few belongings and head for the door... but Zack then got in front of me.
"Move Zack,"
"No..."
"Zack I said MOVE," I then push him and quickly try and run. As I thought I was able to escape, Zack was able to grab me and brought me to the floor. His body was over mine and he held me down.
"ZACK LET ME GO!!!"
"JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP RAY AND LISTEN TO ME... please," I then look straight into his eyes and his eyes weren't the eyes of a killer, they were normal sad eyes.
"The reason why I don't have a fucking plan right now is that my mom moved houses," I felt his hands tremble a little. "Gray told me that she had moved a few years ago and left without a word," as I continue to look in his eyes, I knew at the end that he didn't really want me he only used me-
"But every time I'm around you, there's this weird-ass feeling that I have and I don't know what the fuck it is or what's wrong with me," my eyes immediately widen, "so please, don't go...".

After he said that, I felt a strong connection, a certain warmth that I enjoyed but yet understand what it meant... is this what Zack is also feeling or just me.
"Ok," as I say that, Zack smiles and sits up.
"Alright then," he then pulls me up and we just stayed quiet.
"Well, if we're going to be staying here for a while, then we should try and....." Zack mumbles.
"And what?!?"
"And~..."
"What?!"
"And start I don't fucking know, maybe a new life," I thought for a second I misheard Zack, but I didn't. I then knew that I messed up and could have gotten killed for it but I couldn't help-
"I-I would very much like that," what Zack did next surprises me.
"You're smiling again Ray," he says as he smiles too.

Sorry...