Goodbye Letters

Sam Wilson

Sam,

Hey buddy, I know you probably weren’t expecting this, but you know I’m full of surprises, don’t you? Anyway, I’m writing this because I needed to say goodbye.

Yes, I let you a letter even though I don’t even know if you’re gonna read it, but I’m pretty sure you are going to do it, so it’s better that you pay attention because I’m about to become a little sentimental.

Since the first day that we met, I knew you were a good person. After all, Steve did trusted you, although God knows that that guy trust everybody.
When you let us stay in your house, I totally put you on my good list, and since then I have always trusted and believed in you.

But the two years that we were on the run with Steve, you became so much closer to me, you became my brother.

You always had my back, and I always had yours, because you were one of the few persons that didn’t judge me, that didn’t think of my past as a risk or that didn't look at me as if I could betray you in any moment.

You accepted me Sam, without seconds thoughts, without rare stares and without fear in your eyes. You were there with me when I didn’t know how I feel, when I was scared of love, of letting my feelings out, of accepting that I wasn't just a weapon that everyone could use, that all of you really cared about me, that I didn't need to run away of this thing that we called home.

You gave me something that I never thought I could have. A family. You opened a door for me. For Steve. You didn't care about the superhero part.

You cared about us. About Natasha, that women that used to talk to you about everything, that helped you to cook even when she didn't have a clue of what she was doing, the one that pretended to not see you when you were crying in the night. The one that became your sister.

That’s what I’m doing this. Because you deserve a second chance. If there is a way to have my family back I’m going to do everything, everything in my power to bring all of you to life again.

Don’t doubt that.

Please, take care of Wanda and my boys. I know you probably are just meeting James but I know I couldn't have left him in better hands that yours.

You know we thought about you being his godfather? You and Wanda, of course. After all, James is already named after Barnes.

You know that if was any other way I wouldn’t have left him and Steve. Trust me, it hurts me just thinking about it.

But I know they are going to be okay. All of you.

Please Sam, don’t let Steve alone, help him. And please, remember him that I love him, and that wherever I am, I am always looking for them. For the love of my life and my little baby.

I love you, you are my family. You are going to be good too. You are strong. I am never forgetting everything you did for me. I am this person now thanks to all of you. I can go in peace thanks to all of you. I am happy because I can bring my family back. Do something good for the world.

Please, don’t forget about me, the redhead, the pain in the ass that became your sister,

Nat.