Dear Heather Hamilton, BMC **DISCONTINUED**

Bittersweet.

yo wazzup my homies

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Shortly after Christine confessed her crush on Jake, Jeremy stood up from his seat and walked outside the school. Christine looked scared as if she did something wrong. I comforted her before chasing after Jeremy.

And kinda, not really, stalking him.

That just makes it sounds even more creepy.

Oka-

You know what?

Wh-

Rhetorical question! I'm being too nice to you.

WHat? I like you like this!

Y-you do?

Uh. I paused. Yes..? 

Whatever that doesn't matter. There are so many things wrong with you, we better get a headstart.

Rude.

That's my purpose.

Please be nice and funny again.

"That's why I got you!" I heard a voice yell.

Silence.

"No. I want Christine." I tried to peek around the corner, but Ben shocked me.

Acting like a stalker isn't going to help your reputation.

Screw reputatioN!

Keep that up and you're bound to get yourself in deeper trouble than you are already in.

Wait, what do you mean? I'm not that hate-

Oops. Wrong timeline. You know, having you as a host has its ups and downs.

I'm just going to ignore what you just said...

As if you weren't already doing that to begin with. Here, how about this? Instead of stalking each "character", you branch off into your own timeline? Worry about yourself rather than the musical.

I thought you were supposed to be meaner to me? Why are you suddenly making me do some self care?

I'm forcing you to take a break and get your head out of the clouds. Plus, I'm getting sick of constantly hearing musical numbers 24/7.

Take a br-

Nope.

                            I got shocked.

You know what? Optic nerve blocking on.

What?! Why?! I was only making a reference! 

Some people have the opposite problem as you. They worry too much about themselves than others. If something good happened to anybody but them, they would freak out. You? You-

I know what you're going to say. That I'm worrying too much about others and barely get anytime for myself. You know what? This is sorta beginning to sound like a fanfic that got turned into a PSA about taking care of yourself.

It's because the auth-

Oh right. Excuse me for a moment, [Y/N].

Wait, where are you going? This conversation was getting deep, and I sorta was about to agree with yo-

I blacked out. My life seemed to flash before my eyes. Not just my dream life, but also my old one. 

In that old life, I saw a young person growing up to do the things that she loved the most. I saw her finding a group of friends that would have stuck with her to end.

 In my dream life, I saw each musical come to it's ever after. I saw each character growing every day, and everyday they were slowly forgetting me.

Each life ended, only the results of those lives were a little different than I expected. 

Good. As the reader should hopefully understand is that this fan fiction hasn't been updated in a while. The reader might have realized the shift in tone in the beginning of this chapter, which is when the author came back. She realized that, although it was a passion filled story, it lacked any real life. It was full of the same old "i'M jUsT a bAdaSs gIrL aNd i aLsO lOvE mUsIcAlS aNd oThEr sTuFf tHaT mAkEs mE qUiRkY". I mean, those kind of stories are the things that fuel early teenagers. Though the author hasn't quite come out of that phase, she is slowly transitioning to other things that she loves. 

This book has been a roller coaster, not just the story but also for the author. It has crossed her mind that she hasn't updated this (or any) of her books in a long, long time. 

Though she knows that she won't let that many people down, because her writing was low key trash, she is still giving it up with a bittersweet goodbye. 

The author has one last message for this book.

Hello. I wanted to apologize for not doing much with this book. I procrastinated about finishing this, but in the end I didn't have the motivation. Though it made me happy every day I wrote it, it was a lot of passion for a short period of time. This book is definitely not my greatest. But, I would encourage newer writers to write fanfics like this. It's amazing practice, and you even might finish it!

I will probably be posting another chapter that I haven't finished. It was supposed to go at the end, and I guess this is that end.

Thank you for reading this fanfic. 

peace :)