Can't Go On Without You

This Girl

AANG

🚶Dark Room.

Much People.

Much noise.

They were partying and I was dying inside.

They were all dancing together, in pairs.

In couples. And all I could think of was Her.

Dancing with her.

Holding her body close to me.

We should've been together at this party.

We should be the ones dancing close to one another.

But she said it.

We Were Done.

She was suffering in her corner, by closing herself up in her house,

While I kept on living and fighting for my duties.

But tonight was the Night I tried to forget.

Forget about Us.

Forget about her.

Get her out of my head, my mind, my thoughts.

With my glass full of Dragon Wine,

I tried not to remember her rosy scent,

I tried to forget about her sweet hair,

I forced myself to forget the way I felt when her lips touched mine.

As the Music was getting louder and louder,

And the people were going even crazier,

I got out of the heated and crazy crowd,

Dancing along, all sweaty and dancing real close from one another.

A girl stared at me with her golden eyes,

And her braided and messed up ebony hair.

She came closer to me, with a bottle almost empty.

« Need a refill, Avatar ? »

She asked with a smirk.

Her breath smelt like tobacco.

Mine should've smelt like alcohol.

I wasn't proud of myself.

« Alcohol is the most dangerous thing humans have made the mistake to create.

It is poisoning your spirit and mind, by making you believe it is only a relieve.

It makes us see illusions. The baddest illusions your mind could ever create.

It increases the desire snoring within your peaceful soul.

That is why, Aang, we Monks NEVER have drunk alcohol.

And shall never drink some »

I could remember Gyatso's voice with his wise words.

What is wrong with me ?

Remembering old quotes and memories from the people I once loved and hurt?

Once cared about and disappointed ?

I couldn't even recognize myself...

My head hurts...

I'm rising on the outside, but falling down in the inside.

What was I doing...

Would that be what they want me to do, as the Avatar...?

Screw this.